{Katherine pov}
I talked to my mom she's gonna come home today Things hit the new quick with me and Mikey it was everywhere that we broke up...
I know I can't avoid him forever
"What's on your mind"x asked me
"A lot...I can't even find the words"I told him honestly
"Have you found any houses so far that you like"he asked me
"Yea a few activities im going to let Bailey look at them to see which one she likes"I told him
"Okay"he said and his front door opened
"Ski, this is Katherine, Katherine this is ski and his girl Tasha"X said introducing us we all said are heys and hi now that I'm thinking about it they were at the show last night too with x
"Girl you fucked that bitch up"Tasha said I laughed
"No for real"ski said making me laugh more
"She can laugh? That's new"X said and I smiled
"Where's the kid at I wanna meet her"Tasha asked
"She's upstairs come on"I told her and she followed me we walked in X room to see she feel asleep on the game
I tucked her into his bed turning it off
"Seems she played her self to sleep"she said I laughed
"Yea..."I said thinking
"Cheer up babe,I know your hurting but you have to push threw"she said and I nodded wiping the tear that fell
"I'm just shocked that X even helped me, he doesn't know me from a can of paint"I told her honestly
"X....he's going threw a lot and has been threw enough honestly, he wants to better him but he's fighting demons, I'm just glad I got a chance to be friends with him, he has a bad temper though"she told me
"Yea I've heard about the whole thing with his ex...I honestly don't care about that he's done nothing to me and seems like a nice person, I mean he helped me"I said and she smiled
"Good, now Me and ski are your new friends"she said and my phone ringed it was Mikey I liked at her
"You should answer it"she told me she was about to leave but I grabbed her
"Stay, please"I asked she sat back down and shot me a slight smile
"Katherine?"he said
"What, do you want"I asked him
"Can we please talk, I'm sorry I wanna fix this before it gets worse"he said
"Michael there is no more me and you we are done, but I don't want this to affect Bailey"I told him and it was quiet
"Come on we can work something out I can't lose you, I need you"he told me hearing his voice crack
"I'll be staying with my mom until I get my own place but I want to talk about Bailey some more in person, maybe later"I told him
"So your just going to leave me and break this family up over one-
"No don't you dare say it you did this this is your fault,"I told him it got quiet
"Your right"he said and hung up
"So..."Tasha said
"I'm ready to get the hard stuff over, it's just....hurting a lot"I said my voice broke tears dropped
She hugged me
"The pain will leave once it has finished teaching you,everyone you meet has something to teach you, some things are just not meant to be yours, no matter how much you try to wish they were...but healing is the best thing you can do..holding on will just hurt you more your doing a good first step"she told me
"Yea your right"I said
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Mikey house
I got out the car and took a deep breathe Bailey is with me she and me walked to the door I took another deep breath the door opened before I knocked I seen Michael he looked like he gotten no sleep, crying ,he's mad but I can see he's glad to see me and Bailey his hair was wet assuming he just got out the shower Bailey ran up to him he picked her up hugging her giving her a kiss
"Hey I missed you so much"he said to her
"Are you guys gonna be apart"she asked looking at us both
"N-
"Yea we are but nothing is going to change as far as you stilling being are child we love you you'll be with him sometimes and me it's up to you who you want to live with but we can talk about this before we leave i need to talk to Michael could you go upstairs for a second"I asked her she nodded and hugged me and bent me down to her level and whispered in my ear
"Don't cry, we're females we have to be tough"she said and smiled at me and gave me a kiss I smiled holding it in she's right she ran upstairs and I walked in the House he closed the door
It's clean....some things are missing like the vase,.....I looked upstairs seen the wall had a whole in it
"I'm glad you came back we can work things out now "he said
"No...micheal I didn't come over here for that I mean That shit hurt me mikey"I said a tear fell
"Im sorry baby"he said walking over to me about to hug me but I moved back
"No just...give me space right now....I'm moving out...I'm going to be staying with my mom until I find me a house"I told him
"What no you can't leave me no no no not like this we-we can fix this baby please"he said starting to cry I walked up to him and grabbed his face
"Look at me micheal, I really hate to do this but you- you hurt me you didn't even tell me....I'm doing this for the me and you"I told him holding my cry in but tears still fell
"No you can't leave me I need you and bai-
"Listen we're gonna be great co-parents I know it...you did what you did I feel how I feel but Bailey we are going to give her the best life still together...just from a distance...I-as much as I wanna be with you it hurts to stay just like it hurts to leave but it was great while things lasted....move on....no heal first ..then move on"I told him
"I fucked up....I'm so-
"No don't do that.....I can't even hate you so I forgive you...I still got so much love for you...but this is where it ends"I told him he got up and hugged me Tight shaking
I started to cry I'm hurting him..but he hurt me is it wrong to care.....maybe I hugged him back the same way I don't wanna let go
I don't...his smell, touch everything I love him
But I have to do it from a distance
"Can you help me pack"I asked him and he stood there still hugging me
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Bailey going to stay with Mikey but I'll have her more on the weekdays when I get my house and stuff but I told her she can always come to my moms house
He put the rest of my stuff in the car I kissed Bailey bye I looked at Mikey
"Take care...see you soon I guess"I told him and he nodded i turned around but he pulled me closer and kissed me...
I kissed back I'm going to miss that this him...I broke it and kissed his cheek
"Be safe"He told me and I gave him a slight smile
And got in the car pulling off to my moms house
And what I really intended to say in the end remains unsaid~Franz kafka
DU LIEST GERADE
Toxic
Random"Where the fuck you think you going"Mikey yelled at me I rolled my eyes "Away from here"I said grabbing my phone and he snatched it out my hand "You is not leaving me so sit the fuck down some where with allat shit."he said looking at me holding my...
