{Katherine pov}
1year later.
I pulled up to Mikey's house and got out the car with Bailey
"You got all your stuff"I asked her
"Yup"she said and I grabbed her hand
"Okay the. Let's go baby"I told her and we walked up to the door and I knocked The door opened revealing Mikey
"Hey dad"she said running in going straight upstairs we laughed
"I got her that new game so she's kinda excited"I said and he hugged me I hugged back
"Looks like y'all had fun"he said
"Yea we did"I said
"DAD I NEED YOUR HELP"Bailey yelled
"Okay well that's my que to leave bye love ya"I told him
"Bye I love you too see ya"he said and we laughed as I walked to the car and drove off back to my house, I moved out of my Mika house and got my own place
Me and Mikey are cool now we worked out are problems but we aren't together I feel it that I've healed completely now but not really...
There's still part of me that's broken...I still think about him a lot the only time I'm not is when I'm with or x well I learned that his name is jahseh we've all grown closer to each other like family Bailey love them
Speaking of I'm going to there party tonight well I need to get ready cause it's in a hour
I parked my car in the drive way and got out gong in my house upstairs to my room
I walked in the closet and took out my black Mikey shorts and black crop top that said heartbreak city on it it's one on my new beat selling brands right now
And I took out my watch and necklace with my black high top nike shoes
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2 hour later
Okay I'm running late as usual but I had a lot to do I pulled up and seen cars parked all on the block I parked and walked in the house loud music and people dancing were everywhere
I brought my own bottle so I stared to drink some more I was already buzzing on the way here I wanna get fucked up, just to let go
"Ayeeee look at my bestie"I heard Tasha I turned around and she hugged me and I hugged ski and x
"Damn you look good mamas"X said
"Thank you sir"I said blushing
"I'm glad you came"X said and he grabbed my hand and we started dancing I started getting dizzy the liquor kicking in
A random girl came up on me and started twerking on me I slapped her ass
"YEAAAA"I said geeking her up
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Everyone was still partying I was so drunk and high I was standing in the kitchen and everything seemed to be moving slow I could see the couple making out in the living room
The boy popping more pills then he's supposed to, Tasha and ski and x talking I liked how they all have a strong bond with each other a girl whispered in X ear
He smiled
A girl ran in the kitchen and threw up in the garbage next to me it's funny how the house is full tonight and I still feel alone...like there's nobody like me
I felt like I needed to just sit down for a minute I walked up to X room and went to his balcony I sat my bottle down letting the air hit me the cold air felt good against my body the sky looked beautiful..the moon light shines on me I closed my eyes it feels like I'm in a roller coaster I laughed a bit I felt my body lean over the balcony I opened my eyes I gasped as I felt myself finna fall off
I felt someone grab my arm and lift me up it was x he pulled me to him
"Thank you"I said laughing shocked
"You need to be careful, looks like u had one to many drinks"he said sitting me down
"I mean that's the point...*drinks from bottle* get drunk get high, so I can numb it all...I've healed but my heart hasn't.. so just for one night...I can just be free away from sobriety"I said he sat next to me
"You know drunk words are sober thoughts"he said
"Yea, that's probably the reason I feel comfortable to say anything...*hiccup* but I know I might not remember any of this in the morning...."I told him honestly again
"Your secrets are safe with me...trust me I'm glad we met"he said
"Me too I mean lately nothing makes me happy but whenever I'm around ski Tasha and you...I feel like okay...I mean I don't know how to put it because When it's just you and me...I get this feeling too...but I just can't right now...I'm not ready"I said
"I get it it be like that there's no rush you know take your time don't be impatient, you move on to fast you might fall"he said and I got slower to him
"I know I'm drunk but I feel like this is the only time I'm going to be able to do this"I said kissing him he kissed me back this way filled with so much lust.....but if felt so nice I haven't kissed anyone since mikey......I broke the kiss and got up wobbling
"I'm gonna go now I had fun to-
I slipped and fell X laughed and I did to he picked me up and walked me in his room
"Just sleep here tonight"he said and laid me down in his bed
"No No—
"It's fine your okay here I promise I won't let anything happen"he said I laid down he closed my eyes as he closed the door leaving out his room
"What a nice man"I said laughing and closed my eyes again I felt myself drifting off to bed
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DU LIEST GERADE
Toxic
Random"Where the fuck you think you going"Mikey yelled at me I rolled my eyes "Away from here"I said grabbing my phone and he snatched it out my hand "You is not leaving me so sit the fuck down some where with allat shit."he said looking at me holding my...
