Chapter 45

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{Katherine POV}

I walked in my mom house i seen her sitting on the couch she saw me and walked over to me and hugged me I broke down crying

"It's gonna be okay baby,let it out" she said and I hugged her tight
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I was in my room unpacking a few things I just got done looking at a few houses

I'll look them over tomorrow I finally calmed down but still hurting

X just got off the phone with my making sure I was okay he called a lot today I'm grateful

My phone ringed it was a unknown number I picked it up

"Hey baby it's Tasha, how did things go"she asked me

"It was tough...but we worked things out sorta"I told her

"That's good, I really wanna become close friends, so I'm here for you for anything even if it's just to vent" she told me I smiled

"Thank you that sound like a plan, you all seem really cool"I told her

"Katherine....I hear it in your voice stop forcing yourself to be okay....look I'm on my way back to X house every body there you wanna come with me it sucks being the only girl ya know"she said

It's that's obvious huh...

"Yea sure car ride would be good"I told her

"Okay good send me your address and I'll be on my way"she told me

"Okay bye"I said and hung up

I got up and went to my bathroom in the room and pee'd then wiped myself flushing the toilet washing my hands after I looked in the mirror my eyes were puffy from crying all day long I washed it and brushed my teeth cause it tasted sweet for some reason

I looked and seen a picture of me micheal on the wall back when we first started to take things serious....

//Flashback///

"Remember what you asked me a while ago"I asked him and he sat up

"What's your type?"he said and we both laughed

"No"I said and he looked me in the eyes

"Do you wanna be my girlfriend"he asked and I nodded

"Yea the answers yes"I said and he kissed me

"Babe where are you going to stay,you could stay here if you like too"I said

"It's fine I'm moving in with my auntie and uncle they stay near by you actually just a few blocks over"he said and I gave him a slight smile

"Okay if you need anything I'm here okay"I said and he nodded holding my hand

/flashback over/////

I walked out the bathroom and Put in some pants and a jacket

I heard the car horn beep I grabbed my phone and purse and walked downstairs to the door

"I'll be back later mom I love you"I told her

"I love you too"she said and I locked her door behind me and got in the car
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As we walked into the house I could hear the boys yelling a little

"On that damn game"Tasha said and i chuckled a bit we walked upstairs and she opened  the door they were playing 2k

"Nigga I called you like 5 times"she said to ski

"Baby I'm sorry-

"Save it Nigga"she said and walked out the room looking at her

X and the rest of them laughed

"Shut the fuck up"he said and I laughed a bit

"Hey Katherine I didn't know you were coming back over"X said

"Wassup"ski said

"What's the word"trunks and the rest said

"Hey, & Tasha called and asked me to come thought it would be good to get out"I said and walked out the room closing the door

I walked in the other room where Tasha was she was sitting on the bed and had two wood rolled up she gave me one I sat down next to her and she sparked here and I did the same

"Thank you"I said and she hugged me

"Of course, you see dat Nigga gonna make me fuck him up always on the fucking game"she said I laughed a bit

"Your so funny,...I gotta question"i Said hitting my wood

"Wassup"she said

"How long does it take to get over something like this"I asked her I need to know

"It all depends...being so close and attached to a person then leaving them...it hurts but it depends on you honestly... it could take week's months or years...but at some point you have to move on, the past can break you"she said

"I'm just fucked either way"I said and we both laughed

"Just give it time"she said and so nodded she played music

"Ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh
She showed me fake love, can't forget
How it hurt, no, oh-oh
Made a list of my regrets
And you were the first, love, oh-oh
Oh it hurts, I can't forget
How it hurt, no, oh-oh
Made a list of my regrets"

Make a list of my regrets? That's something I should do

But this voice

"Is this X"I asked her

"Yea, even though we like family I'm his biggest fan that's crazy"she said

"He's speaking the truth tho"I said listening more his words the way he sings...you hear the pain in his voice...

You have a long way to go.......

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