Anxiety (chris)

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by rivervix03

by rivervix03

PSA: This is a really short chapter!!

Y/N POV:
Chris and I have been dating for about 4 months I've met his brothers and I really like them! They're so kind. Chris knows I have really bad anxiety anything can set off a panic attack. I haven't told Nick and Matt just because I don't want anyone to think of me differently. Anyways Me, Matt, Chris, and Nick were all going down to Provincetown to hang out at their camp, unfortunately, the car ride is almost 3 hours. I get really anxious in the car, especially on long car rides I always think the worst. We have packed the car and matt's driving, I play on my phone trying to ignore I'm in the car. About an hour goes by and I feel my breath getting heavy, it's difficult to take a breath. I pause my movie and grab my chest, nick notices my panic, "hey y/n you okay?" he asks. I don't respond I can't get a word out I see Chris turn around and he sees the panic on my face, "matt pull over" Chris says.

Matt pulls over.

Chris's POV:
It's about an hour into our car ride and I hear nick talk to y/n. I turn around and see y/n pale and she's gripping her chest, she's having a panic attack. I told Matt to pull over I jump out to the passenger seat and open the door to face y/n. I unbuckle her seat belt and put my hands on her knees. "y/n deep breath okay? In and out" I say holding her hands. "is she okay?" matt asks. "she's having a panic attack get me some water" I tell Matt. "you are okay, you are safe okay? look at me I am here feel my hands." I say trying to calm her down. I see the tears fall down her face her breath is delayed still. I put her hands on my face to feel me this can calm her down. I rub her chest trying to get her breathing under control. Finally, she starts to breathe normally, the tears still falling down her face. "nick get me my hoodie out of the back" I demand from nick. "here honey drink this" I say grabbing the water from matt. I watch y/n take a small sip and sit back into the chair, her leg is shaking pretty bad. Nick hands me m hoodie and I crawl into the back seat with y/n. I watch her slip the hoodie over her tank top and put the seat belt back on. Matt starts to drive again. I pull y/n into my chest and I hold her tight, I feel her arm wrap around me I kiss her forehead and I see her close her eyes. After a few minutes, I just my position and fall asleep as well.

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Completed on 7/5/22