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Their gone (matt)

a/n: Idk why I keep writing sad stories. Do yall like this type of story or should I make happier ones? Please let me know <3

TRIGGER WARNING: Mention of self-harm, death, panic attack. 

Summary: y/n has a friend who was struggling with depression and she tried to help her friend but they didn't make it. and y/n get the phone call because she's the emergency contact for the friend. 

Y/n POV: it was a typical Tuesday afternoon with nothing too crazy going on, I was at my boyfriend matts house watching tv with him. I had texted y/f/n (your friend's name) asking how she was doing and she said she was doing better in recovery. I text her almost every day she's my best friend and we have to look out for each other. She's been battling depression ever since her parents died in a car accident I tried to be there as much as I could but her depression got a lot worse over the years. So I checked her into a hospital a few months ago and she's been there ever since. I visit her once a week and call/text her every day. She genuinely seems happier in the recovery. the text I sent this morning she didn't respond to it or even read it. But I didn't think much of it because she's busy during the day she does some work at the hospital and she likes to read so she would have her phone on silent.

After the movie finished I looked at my phone again. Delivered 2 hours ago. "hmm that's odd," I say shutting off my phone. "What's up?" matt asks looking over my shoulder. "oh it's probably nothing y/f/n hasn't responded to my text," I say turning to him. Matt knew about my friend and he drove me to the hospital every week to visit her. We decided to go back to his room to relax for a bit before dinner. 

Matt and I lay down on his bed and he holds me close. I play on my phone for a while until a call pops up on my phone. "Massachusetts general hospital"  I sit up quickly on matts bed. "hey it's the Hospital I'll be right back," I say to matt before going out on his deck to answer the call. 

"hello this is Nurse Susan, I'm y/f/n nurse is this y/n?" the voice says.
"This is she, is everything alright?" I ask in an anxious tone.
"I'm so sorry, this was her emergency contact I wanted to inform you that y/f/n has passed away, she got ahold of a blade and she lost too much blood we did everything to save her I'm so sorry," Nurse Susan says.

I didn't even hear matt open the door my entire world just flipped upside down. She was my best friend and I did everything for her and she did everything for me. I don't even know how I did it but I hung up the phone and dropped it onto the floor. My heart stopped, I couldn't breathe it was like all the air in my lungs was gone. I couldn't even cry I just stood there staring blankly into the sky. I tried to take a breath again but nothing I couldn't move I was frozen. How was I going to go on without her?

Matt's POV: I walked out to the kitchen to see y/n just stating into the sky she was still on the phone so I opened the sliding glass door and slipped out to the deck quietly. She didn't even know I was there. I stood behind her for a minute until she hung up the phone and dropped it. "Y/n?? what was that??" I ask her standing in front of her now. But she didn't say anything she just kept staring at the sky. I stand there for a second before she tries to breathe it's just a gasp. I try to get her to talk but she's just gasping for air. "y/n deep breaths what happened?" I say rubbing her back. "she's she's gone" she finally says. 

I needed to know who but that's when y/n collapses into my arms. "y/n! holy shit y/n!!" I yell before laying her down. I try and think what to do, she's still breathing so she should be ok. I pick her up and bring her to my room. I lay her on my pillow and put a blanket around her. I go and sit at my desk until she wakes up. 

Y/N POV: I can feel my heart going a million miles per hour I sit up quickly not realizing I'm in matts bed. He sees my panic and runs over to me "y/n?? what's wrong? are u ok?" he asks. I don't say anything I just break down sobbing uncontrollably I can't get one word in matt just holds me not saying a word. I just lean into him and cry. I can't believe she's gone. After 20 minutes of crying I can't let any more tears out I'm now extremely dehydrated from crying so much my headaches and I look up at matt who is still holding me. "matt, I don't feel well" I started out while swaying toward him. "here let's get some food and water" he says standing me up. He walks us both to the kitchen and he gets me some water and a granola bar. "feel better?" he asks while rubbing my back. "no" I say tears falling down my face once again. 

"y/n babe please tell me what's going on so I can help," matt says pulling me to his chest. I wrap my arms around him and then I finally tell him. "y/f/n died she fucking dead and I can't do anything about it" I cry out. He doesn't say anything he just squeezes me tighter. "baby, I'm so sorry that happened, this isn't your fault." he says. "I know I just miss her," I say looking up at him. "I know, we can talk more about this and what we can do moving forward but let's go and lay down," matt says picking y/n up and bringing her to his room. Matt changes y/n into a hoodie and shorts and then puts on a t-shirt for him. They both lay down and y/n lays into matts chest still crying. He soothes her by rubbing her chest and kissing her forehead. 

"were gonna get through this" matt whispers to y/n

1085 words
written on 8/21/22
edited on 8/21/22
published on 8/21/22