It could be one-sided.
Here I am crying
because of what I love—
is it possible
that I am crying because of what I love?
Yes it is,
the irreversible reaction,
the damaging of the broken heart of the most broken hearted.
I just really love it,
to the point I am crying because of it.
Perhaps it is because I cannot have it,
and I am trying but there is no one in this world could have it,
I really want it—
so bad,
it is damaging,
I could never have it.
No matter I try,
no matter if I cry,
I cannot be on the top and see the whole world and catch it—
I could not have it,
and I would love to have it,
I really do love it deep down to the deepest inside of me and you.
So here I am,
tears are flowing down my cheeks,
down to my pouring heart,
because I love it—
but I just cannot have it.
