Darkest Safe Place - VegasPete Fanfic 18+

DSP 11 - Baby at the Garden

Pete

Everything that happened in that warehouse brought me back to the night I hit Vegas' head with the chain he tied me with and ran away from him. On that moment, my mind was screaming of joy for the freedom that I got but I don't know why my heart was screaming of despair.

I didn't want to leave him but I didn't want to lose myself as well and that's why I made that decision.

I needed to heal.

But why did I feel like I made the wrong decision? I got the freedom I want but I wasn't very happy. I ran away from him to heal my wounds and my mind but my heart just kept on bleeding.

The wounds on my body healed and the disgust I felt for myself vanished. I should be glad. I should be thankful. I should be moving on.

But apparently....I didn't

And I can't...

Because the wounds on my body, represents what I really feel.

I may heal..

But just like my wounds, they left scars on me.

They stopped bleeding but they didn't go away.

Just like those moments I shared with Vegas which I may stop thinking of but I can never forget.

And then the next thing I know is I was struggling..

Struggling to be away from him.

I can't be away from Vegas. I can't do it.

So when I saw him slumped on the floor when he got shot, the world stopped.

When he closed his eyes while I was holding him on my arms, the scars started bleeding again.

"Khun kha, you can't enter here. You should wait outside na kha." The nurse said once they brought Vegas inside the emergency room.

I didn't insist and just stepped out of the room.

I kept on walking back and forth while biting my nail. My own clothes are covered by blood and the blood on my forearms are already dry.

Vegas lost consciousness while we're on our way to the hospital of the main family and it's making me very anxious since he lost a lot of blood.

I just hope that he can make it.

I'm sure he can!

He's the bastard Vegas anyway. He can't die that easily.

"Khun Pete, the enemy got away. We are thinking that they took a secret route which we are not aware of. They must've studied the place before attacking the warehouse." Kris reported to me.

"Just make sure to secure the warehouse properly and you should do a further investigation about this." I said and looked at him. "For other instructions, I don't really have the rights to give them." I look at the door of the emergency room. "We should wait for Vegas to wake up. He'll wake up soon." I said and gave him a smile.

Kris smiled back at me and nodded.

After a few minutes on the emergency room, they brought Vegas to the operating room and I can't do o anything but to wait.

Once the doctor got out of OR, I immediately approached him.

"How is he?" I asked while my heart is beating so loud in my chest.

"The operation went well but Khun Vegas lost a lot of blood. We have to do a blood transfusion for him to be stable." The doctor started.

I was glad hearing that the operation was successful but his blood loss is another thing that makes me anxious now.