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Most beautiful

– Changbin...? The voices girl was heard softly.

– Yes, Suki?

– If I died what would you do? 

– I will be by your side.

– Hm? I don't think you understood the question... The girl rises from his arms to look at him.

– I think you didn't understand the answer, Suki. If you die.. I'm dying too.

They hugged each other, the girl was quite satisfied with the answer.. she expected to hear more of a "I'd look for you everywhere." or "I would try to look for you again." but this response was different and unexpected.

Months have passed since her friend passed away, she got a lot closer to Changbin during this time. They went out together in the park, went to the cinema, painted together. They were smiling, laughing...

Changbin kept her further and further away from the world... further from reality... the terrible truth that the world cannot accept. They had a lot of fun together, the smile and the color of laughter he heard gave him a miraculous shiver down his spine.

Changbin was the boyfriend all the girls wanted.

Caring, smiling, loving.. a real prince on a white horse saving the world from the clutches of the dragons.

There were times when she was sitting alone in the apartment, but the ringing of the doorbell, the person who appeared every time she opened the door.. it was like he was coloring the world.

On the other side.. love was not love.. without a person in his path, the obsession grew deeper. Flowers and chocolates, "good night" messages when they were in the same room.
The girl was too blinded by the absence of her friends to notice what was happening next to her.

The boy saw love, he saw love.. he saw warm colors dancing past the girl in front of him. He'd give up his soul just to see her smile. That smile, that laugh he hears when he makes her laugh... the way the girl made him feel, that kind of "butterflies in the stomach" that feeling where your stomach "catches fire" everything...

All thanks to her.

He took a break from doing his assignments. Missions where all he did was killing people who had dark secrets.

Secrets that don't even come out after they die.

The people of the city were thinking about his new "comeback" from the endless break. Many wondered what happened to him.

The cops didn't know anything either. They were trying to search but no answer. Everything was too quiet.. They were circling in the thick black forest.

It was all about to come to an end.. but not the relationship of the two.

– Do you want to watch a movie? Asked the girl.

– It's noon.. how about a walk in the park? He said softly while kissing her cheek.

– I think it sounds better. She said while giggling.

They held hands as they walked through the crowd. He was looking at Suki and then at the people they were passing by. He saw a lot of targets but he was holding back. The thought that he could move away from the only person he love is driving him crazy. It made him feel more and more alone, even if he wasn't. He looked at her smile. At the eyes that laughed at the same time as the muscles of her face. He was very in love with her.. by his dear and beloved love.

They were very close, one years of relationship..

It was as if she had forgotten on what planet she lived on. He loved her very much. The promises he made became numberless.

They were back in her apartment. The boy was sleeping in the girl's arms, she wanted to be in his place . But now she could analyze his face. It didn't matter that she saw his face a thousand times a day. It was his face, the face of the boy she loved.. the face she would never want to forget.

Brown hair, fleshy lips, pinkish to a dark red were like art... like simple colors mixed and put on a painting.

He hugged her harder and put his head deeper into the girl's belly, now his face was covered by the green duvet.

She played with his curly hair and smiled. The heart was running madly in the girl's chest. What can be more beautiful than you and your loved one ?
Good memories.

The obsession became like a drug. He was after the girl no matter where. He even stood outside the bathroom door, and when she came out he hugged her and smelled the perfume from her clothes. The sweet smell he would like to feel every second next to him.

The girl felt a little strange, undecided about the feelings she had. She felt something had changed between the two. But she wasn't going to look for that answer.

Thousands of messages every hour, thousands of withered flowers in the girl's room, sweets over sweets.. gifts on top of each other. She started cleaning the room.
Fresh air entering in the messy room.

One more call...

– What would you like for your birthday? Asked the person behind the phone with a happy sound in his voice.

– Changbin.. seriously, I have enough presents, I don't need anymore.. I'm happy with you!

– Seriously now.. what gift do you want?

– ChangBin. Said the girl in a calm voice. You're enough for me.

Oh... His voice froze, he did not expect this answer.. even if he heard it very often.