But if one of us dies//Billie eilish

{pt 3}

(TW) this story speaks about depression, substance abuse, abuse, etc. if you are sensitive to topics like those this story is not for you!

*Cameron's pov*

My eyes widen after opening the door to see an angry 5'2 black-haired girl looking at me like she's going to eat my heart or skin me alive. She really could if she wanted to. Harper is something alright.

I ask her what she's doing here in a nervous but angry voice, she scoffs and raised her voice to say "what am I doing here?! WHAT are you doing here Cameron?!"

I look back and quickly but quietly close the door behind me, Jamie's asleep, and waking her up to harper being here is not the move I want to make right now.

"Why are you closing the door hmm, who's in there?! Who are you with? Is this why you are always out all the time.? Is this what you call being with the boys Cameron."

I stumble on my words from the overwhelming of so many questions.

"I- I- I. Oh so you can't speak now." Harper mocks me whilst trying to open the door to the hospital room to see who's inside.

"Dude your naming a scene nobody is in there I was here for me, lets go outside." I say in a stern voice while blocking her from the door.

I grab her arm firmly and walk her to the exit door.

"HARPER WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM." I yell at her making her jump up and freeze. I asked her how she even found me, and why she was acting like this.

"Whate my problem...? What's my fucking problem Cameron.? For fucks sake are you actually asking that right now? You've been out for hour after hour God knows where, or with who. Is it-"

I interrupt her before she continues her sentence. If I got a penny for every time I've gaslighted someone is richer than Elon Musk or Jeff Bezos. "Harper, do you not trust me..like what have I ever done to fail you." I stare into her eyes as I make mine water so it's more believable.

She looks at me and huffs, "are you serious right now Cameron."

I down at the floor, whilst waiting for my eyes to water enough to blink and shed a tear. I look back at her. "Harper you know I love you more than my own life, do you think I'll get back with that low life?"

Harper stares into my eyes in guilt, "okay well why are you here then..?"  I spent the next 20 minutes convincing her I had the flu and didn't want to get her sick and make sure I didn't have anything serious. Thank God she believed me.

"Well do you feel okay now? When are you getting discharged?" she asked.

"I got discharged before you got here I was just on my way home." I said oh man was that stupid. Because the she ended up asking me to get in her car.

I stumbled on my words trying to think of what to say. Since I couldn't leave Jamie.

"Are you coming," she asked suspiciously looking into my soul with annoyance.

I said yes.
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*Jamie's Pov*

I just woke up, I look around to see if Cameron is on the couch asleep. She's not there strange.. I check my phone to see what time it is almost 4am...