But if one of us dies//Billie eilish

{pt 6}

(TW) PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! If you are sensitive to panic attacks, depression, sexual harassment, abuse or any of topic like that do not continue on with this story! I won't be putting Tw on every beginning so this is a warning! (read at your own risk)

*Billie's pov*

"Baby, where'd you go? I thought we were supposed to spend time together" I asked him

"I'm out with my friends, the boys wanted to go out to eat after the game and asked me to come, is that a problem? I thought we hung out for long enough." I signed as my eyes start to water.

"Yeah okay, your right. Go have fun well just see each other some other time even tho I've been on tour for the past few months and you've been nowhere to be found, I understand tho. I love you bye."

"Bi-" I hear as I hang up on him. I take slow deep breaths whilst sitting on the edge of the bed, I got my hopes up again. No surprise. I start to cry but force it back in, I'm at a fucking party and crying over a guy. No way this has become my life.

I suck it up and rub my eyes, when I hear the bathroom door open. I said jokingly "oh well hello girl who doesn't speak very much, feeling better?" she looked at me like she was constipated. I laughed and shook my head. She stood there like a statue looking around the room. She was nervous I could tell.

"I Dont bite you know, well unless someone fucks with my burritos." she laughed at my horrible dad joke. I smiled at her and she turned red. I asked her what her name was, and how she got here. "Uh" she responded.

"Well Uh nice to meet you." I said holding my hand out to shake hers, the most awkward smile crept up on her face whilst reaching out to shake mine. "Jamie, my name is Jamie," she says after the longest staring contest. "Well, Jamie my name is Billie," I said like a geek. No shit my name is Billie.

"Your not one of the winner's because I've already spoke and took picture with all of them. So who exactly are you?" I ask

She looks like she just saw finneas' toes or smelt them or some shit. After I asked her that.
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*jamies Pov*

"So who exactly are you?" Billie asked.. a million things were running through my head. I didn't know what to say, I was just gonna get thrown out or yelled at or something. I look at her while she stares at me waiting for me to respond.

"Im, I'm uhhh. Im a friend of one of the people who go into the party!" I blurt out aimlessly knowing dang well I don't know shit about shit.

"Ohh okay, who's friend? Lucy bowel's? Phillip McCrack? Anita Bath? Hugh Jas-

"Uh-! Im- im Anita Baths friend." I cut her off before she could continue to list everyone who had got in

"Oh really?" She asked and grinned

"Yeah, we're goood friends" I said looking around nervously whilst holding out a thumbs up.

She laughed at me, I asked her what was funny. She said "Considering those aren't real names....I'm gonna go on a leap here and I'm guessing you snuck in..?"

I freeze up.. after staring at her for a few seconds I quickly start apologizing. "Im so sorry! I know I shouldn't have like I never really do this sort of thing, I can g-"