Eddie Munson: Small Town Girl

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Eddie was sober enough to drive, so he did. I dozed of still tipsy and high.

I felt something poking me, I opened my eyes to see Eddie poking me awake. I grumbled and he continued to poke me awake.
I woke up and glared at him. "Let me sleep Munson." Eddie grinned, "no I won't Henderson. Come on up you gets." I glare at him. "Hmph fine." I get out the car and follow Eddie to his caravan.

I flopped on his sofa and he smirked. "I'll get you a blanket." I huffed and snuggled up.

I kept my eyes closed while listening to Eddie convinced miss Henderson to let me stay one more night. He succeeded. Yay.

Eddie sat down on the floor beside me with his guitar and started playing. I yawned, Eddie looked up while I sat up and stretched. "Can you play guitar y/n?" I shook my head, "I don't play guitar but I used to play a little piano." Eddie looked at me surprised"you? Piano? You have tiny hands though!" I laughed, "i have small hands but long fingers, well I lied about guitar I did try and learn when I was in one of my old foster homes but I didn't have the attention span." Eddie smiled, "that sounds like you." We laughed together , it felt good to laugh together.

Eddie decided that teaching me guitar was a lost cause but decided teaching me black jack on the other hand wasn't. We started drinking again while playing black jack and we started flirting again.

"So Munson, how about we play never have I ever?" I smirked Eddie leaned towards me, "have something in mind to ask me love?" I stumbled. FUCK. Dammit. Why Munson?! I swear he knows what he does to me.

Eddie continued smirking knowing he'd ruffled my feathers. "So Henderson, about that game, I'd probably ask you a very innapropiate question and then that will lead to other things..." He trailed off looking at me seriously. I got up and grabbed a bottle of whiskey and took a swig. "Eddie, love, what if I want those things?" Eddie stuttered"y/n, we are both drunk, we both want one thing right now."
He paused and lifted my chin to look in my eyes. "And y/n, you've been through so much I don't think your ready for that step. As much as you think you are sweetheart  it's not the best choice, that's a choice you make when sober."
His gentle voice almost made me want to cry, maybe I would cry, I took a big swig from the whiskey.
"Your right Munson. Fuck I hate to talk about all my past and shit it ain't me that me...that wasn't the real me." Eddie looked at me confused.
"What do you mean y/n?"
I was so drunk everything was slipping past without a thought, I wouldn't remember the shit I was about to tell him.
"Look Eddie, I would never tell anyone else this ok but when I was raped when I was 13, i got pregnant, lucky for me I was in care so they forced me to have an abortion lucky me not having to raise a baby right?" I started sobbing while he just listened.
"I didn't have a choice, I didn't get any choice in anything, after the abortion I became  reckless, drinking smoking and uh-" i paused wiping my tears and Eddie filled the gap, "let me guess casual sex?" I nodded.
"Mhm, in that way I felt I had control even though I was spiraling."
Eddie pulled me towards me and sat me on his lap while I continued.
"And please don't feel like I was using you I just-" Eddie shushed me and rocked me back and forth prying the whiskey from me.
"Y/n, it's ok, I understand. No more drink tonight ok? Let's get you to bed." I nod and Eddie takes me to his bed and tucks me in.

(A/n)
I'm excited to write the next chapter so I will be making this one shorter, I am sorry for the triggering subjects. I hope y'all enjoy.