I know I'm the last person you would be expecting a letter from but I think it's most appropriate. I still love you Si, I know I never showed it but I always did and never stopped. I'm sorry for how I acted, I was stupid and I acted like a jerk. I was worst than Tony. (don't tell him I said that) I pretended like I didn't care, like you were some random girl I was dating out of pity. Yes I had self pity, but's that's not an excuse for how I treated you.
Sierra you deserve the world, I forgot you hate people calling you your actual name sorry. But you do deserve the world, and I treated you like shit and I'm sorry. I truly am sorry, and I would do thing to take it back, to get you back. I should have communicated with you about my feelings faster, maybe then our relationship wouldn't have ended.
I love you so much Si, I hope you know that. If there is absolutely anything I can do to make it up to you and get you back, write back and I will do it. I need you in my life, and I didn't realize it until you were gone. I took our relationship for granted, I took you for granted, and I promise to never ever make that mistake again. Only if you give me a second chance.
