I'm so sorry I didn't contact you sooner love, I've been trying my best to defeat him and keep up with my studies as well. I haven't seen you in classes and It has worried me a lot. I really miss you, why didn't you tell me you were feeling down I could have helped you know. I don't really know how to write a letter, since I usually have nobody to write to. I'm sorry if this letter is the worst thing you've ever read.
Maybe when I see you again we can go out to Hogsmeade and have a small date, it's been cold lately so not yet. I know you love your butterbears and candies, speaking of I bought you some candles on our Hogsmeade trip yesterday. I'll ask Hermione to give them to you when she goes into the girl's dorm. I hope you know I love you so so so so so much, even if I dont express it a lot. You are the best thing that happened to me Soph, and I want to always know that. I don't want to lose you, and it seems like I am and I can't help but blame myself for not prioritizing you and our relationship.
Sirius said I should balance my focus on our relationship and driving to defeat you-know-who. I don't think I can. It's not you though, it's me. And if im the reason you won't leave your room, I'm sorry. I really am sorry Soph, you're the love of my life and I act like you're some random girl im hooking up with.
You turn my heart upside down darling and it makes me want to fall in love with you all over again. I miss you, and I love you. With a capital L. Now, I should give this to Hedwig so she can deliver it in the morning, or now, so you can read it when you wake up. Please get better, for me, for Ron, for Hermione. For everyone. We all love and care about you Sophie, and me, I don't even want to think about what I would do without you. You're brilliant and perfect. Like the Juliet to my Romeo, minus the dying part.
