I really don't like writing letters but I'm only doing it for you. I can't really say it to your face, what can I say I'm a bit nervous. But Lucy I want you to know that I love you so much. You are really the most amazing person I have ever met. I'm so glad I flirted with you that one day, even if it made you hate me for a long period of time. How could anyone hate this face for so long.
You're so beautiful and your personality is so perfect. I love you more than anything, I love you more than a squirrel loves nuts. More than you love reading comics, and we both know how much you love your comics. I want to take you in an official official date, where I'm going to try to confess my love for you and you're amazing self.
But I'm too nervous to tell you, what if you don't like me back and I ruin our entire friendship. I'm not planning on telling you, just this crush is becoming too intense and I tell let my feelings out, even if it's in a letter I'm never giving you. Crushes are crazy, I've never felt this way. Maybe it's why it's eating me inside. But Lucy, I love you, but you'll never know.
Yours Truly, Mush Myers your best friend
hope you liked it! the concept reminded me from to all the boys i've loved before when lara jean wrote letters about her crushes that became too intense but she never gave the letters to the boys. love, nayah !
