dear eddie, (Eddie Munson x reader)

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Once I finished cleaning the last bit my eyes wandered up until they met his. He smiled at me softly. I smiled back as I pulled away from where I was. I walked over to his laundry basket setting the towel in there.

When I turned around eddie was pulling his boxers up. I can't lie I was checking him out. U can't blame me tho. He's fine asf.  I walked up to him as he was looking down fixing the hem of his boxers. I stood in front of him and moved my hands up his arms causing him to look at me locking our eyes. I softly examined his face until my hands reached his neck.

I felt his hands pull at my hips. Still no underwear on, no shorts, only my shirt and a bra. I giggled a little as he smiled down at me. He made our bodies touch. He was warm. And looked really fucking hot.

Y/n: "ya know you still haven't told me the truth." I said instantly regretting it cause I ruined the moment.

Eddie: he sighed looking down still holding me close to him. He wrapped his arms around me bringing me into a hug. "I really did only talk to one girl. For a few days. The reason my uncles friend mentioned something about girls coming around here is because I sell drugs. Which I also gotta stop doing. My uncles friend thinks everyone is a whore cause his ex wife cheated on him and ever since then he trusts no women. But I did really only talk to one girl. Not for long. I couldn't bring myself to make a new relationship with someone. I thought you were dead. But I still couldn't move on."

His voice broke a little at the last part. And I sat there holding him. My head resting on his chest. He brought his chin down to my shoulder and I felt a tear drop hit my shirt. I pulled back slightly holding his face.

He avoided my eyes. Looking to the side. I moved his face slightly making him look at me.

Y/n: "whats wrong?"

Eddie: "I need to quit. The cocaine. I'm gonna quit. I just need help quitting. I can't trust myself when I'm alone."

Y/n: "I'll help you. I'll stay with you for a while or you can stay with me. And I'll help you stay away from it." I smiled kissing his cheek.

Eddie: he smiled. "We could do a week at my house then a week at yours and keep switching." He suggested as I wiped his tear away. "Thank you."

Y/n: "That sounds good to me." He chuckled as I brought his face to mine kissing him.

I pulled away a few seconds in.

Y/n: "if you ever kiss another bitch again I will kill you." I said seriously.

Eddie: "understood" he smiled widely. "So. Are weeee.... Together...?"

Y/n: i smiled. "Yeah dont fuck it up this time." I laughed.

*2 hours later*

We were on Eddie's bed smoking a joint. Sitting across from each other. Cris-cross-apple-sauce. Eddie took a long hit and held it for a moment. He looked at me blowing it to the side.

Eddie: "m'lady" he offered me the joint.

I smiled accepting the joint. We had both taken like 2 hits... maybe 5... possibly burnt through a whole joint.... Definitly didn't roll a new one... anyways.

I took a nice long throat burning hit. Being careful not to cough and fuck up my plan i set my hands on Eddie's jaw pulling his face to mine and signaled for him to open his mouth. He parted his lips as I blew the smoke into Eddie's mouth as he inhaled. I pulled back as he held it for a moment before blowing it into the air.

Y/n: "waitttt. EDSTER! I HAVE THE PERFECT FUCKING IDEAaaaaa." I smiled excitedly.

Eddie: "whats the idea of ideas in your ideas." He said making a confused face. "Why did that make sense but not make sense."

Y/n: "Eddie." I snapped his attention back to me.

Eddie: "hmm" he hummed straightening his posture a bit.

Y/n: we should sit on the roof. And look at the sky. And smoke. And kiss. Let's go!" I said pulling his wrist as I exited his room.

Once we got outside I climbed up the small ladder on the side of the trailer and laid on my back. Eddie stepped over me and laid down next to me.

Eddie: "you so smart" he said. "Like so so smart."

Y/n: "i know." I smiled. "I'm so smart." I laughed. Smart. Such a funny word.

I looked at all the different sizes bright dots in the sky. And the crescent moon. It looksd so pretty. I observed all the stars. Shiny stars. Stars pretty. Author high. Author says hi aswell.

Eddie sat up. And I heard eddie light the joint and take a large hit.

Eddie: "stars are so far away. Oh my Jesus. We are so tiny if u think about it"

Y/n: "We really are. Are are are. Like pirates. Arg. Is that what they say."

Eddie: "i think maybe take one more hit of this joint then we will be all set" he laughed.

Y/n: "yeah." I smiled.

Eddie passed the joint to me aswell as the lighter and I took it. I sat up rolling my neck around. I looked at eddie and smiled.

Eddie: "what?" A smile grew on his face.

Y/n: "lemme kiss your pretty face." I leaned over to him smile remaining.

Eddie: "i will gladly take this opportunity." He laughed before connecting our lips. We made out for a while and pulled away because I started laughing.

Eddie: "whats so funny" he asked corfused.

Y/n: "deez nutz." I giggled.

Eddie: "you are so unfunny it's insane."

Y/n: "Im the funniest person and you know it munson!" I smiled.

Eddie: "yeah ok. 'Deez nutz' is the funniest thing ever" he laughed at me.

Y/n: "i May not be funny but you still have to laugh." I crossed my arms.

Eddie: "ha ha ha." He paused. "I laughed be happy now." He smiled.

I smiled as I put the joint to my lips lighting it then inhaling. I pulled it away holding it for a bit then exhaling.

I looked over at eddie seeing him ready to pass tf out.

Y/n: "eddieeeee" i whispered.

Eddie: "mmm" he hummed.

Y/n: "let's go to sleep munson." I said standing up.

Eddie: "mhm." He opened his eyes sitting up.

We went back into the trailer crawling Into his bed while giggling and laughing and shit. I got myself comfortable as eddie laid on his back sprawling his arm under my neck. I laid on my stomach wrapping my arms around his waist holding his warm body close to mine.

Eddie: "goodnight my love"

Y/n: "gooddddnighttttt." I smiled as I felt my eyes get heavy. I drifted off into sleep.

(A/n: I'm way too high for this shit 🤭 I feel so relaxed. Smooth. I want a fucking smoothie. I wantsssss. Slushieeeee. U want slushee? Love u guys 🥶😱🥵🤭💀)