Her Eternity (Raiden Shogun (ei) x fem reader)

chapter 13

3 days have passed and you were helping traveller train the resistance army as you were fighting newbies and teach them a few tricks on their pole arm.

They found you skilled and most of the soldiers admired your teaching and wish for you to teach them more when another war comes.

You gladly told them you will as long as your here to train them. Later after training you all decided to take it for the day and let them rest as they are having a camp fire while they invited traveller and you to join them and you both agreed.

They had talk about different things and sometimes ask you and traveller some questions which you both answered and satisfy them with your respond.

Just then teppei ask something to you as he raised his hand while you all look to him.

"Yes teppei?"

"Sensei-"

"Teppei, I told you to drop the sensei because I'm really not your sensei"

"Ah..I'm sorry it's just You've been teaching us and many of us got used to calling you sensei because of how skilled you are at teaching us some tricks on our weapons"

"Alright, alright. I guess I'll let this one slide so what's your question?"

"Uhm.."

He scratched his cheek while smiling nervously as you wait for him.

"Did you perhaps...fell in love with someone sensei? Or like is there someone special to you once?"

Everyone gasp and slowly turn their attention towards you waiting for your answer as you just look at them and close your eyes as you look up to the skies.

"Special someone..."

"It's okay if you don't want to answer sensei..I guess it's too personal-"

"I think I once did"

They all got surprised and smiled at the same time as they started turning their full attention towards you even the traveller and paimon.

"Really? Can you tell us more?"

"Hmm~ let's just say that I don't really understand if it's love or not but everytime I saw her. My heart rate increase"

"Her? It's a woman sensei!?"

"Yes"

"Is she pretty sensei?"

"Very pretty infact...she's beautiful, she is once important to me.."

"I never knew what love is, though I don't really know what I was feeling back then and I don't quite remember it when I got sealed"

"Sensei! That is love right there!"

"Is it?"

"I mean your heart rate increase when you saw her and you admired her, she's an important person to you for some reason. That's definitely love sensei!"

Teppei said proudly as his Friends tried calming him down while you just suddenly smiled.

"Love hah~....."

You sigh as you stood up and look at them.

"Alright you all, it's time to take a rest. We still have training tomorrow"

They all groan as they want to hear more of it as you just smiled at them and begun walking around watatsumi island.

You were lost in thoughts as you don't know if your really in love with ei back then.

If so why can't you remember the feeling of you falling in love to her. That's what makes you confused because you clearly know everything about the pass but it's missing something and you can't remember it.

Can't remember the feeling you had to ei, is it really love or not? You held your head gently as you frown while kept remembering that feeling but couldn't.

"What's it like to fall in love?"

"What is the reason on why can't I leave this nation?"

You knew to well on why you don't want to leave this nation and it's only because of that person.

"I...need to remember that feeling again"