Her Eternity (Raiden Shogun (ei) x fem reader)

chapter 18

You approached the small cabinet and slid your fingers through it before opening it as you see your vision there.

You smiled as you gently took it and examine if it's really your vision or not but once it resonated with you, you know it's your vision.

"How I've missed you"

You mumbled and put your vision on your waist as you can feel it on you once again but then you suddenly remembered something that you are trying to find.

All those thing that you forgot and those unsolved feelings now answered.

You remembered how you'd clearly admired ei romantically while your here in inazuma and you clearly remember those days when you spend time with her even in her most vulnerable side when kitsune and the others had died.

You were always with her and protect her and her sister at any cost but you failed because of what you did 500 years ago.

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It's been quite a while since your three friend had died on the incident that was happening in inazuma.

You remembered how you were there and discovered all their death without a chance to even save them.

You were on your room in tenshukaku as you had lock yourself up for the past few days while just sitting on your bed.

You remembered the memories you spend with them as you tried not to cry and stayed silent in your room.

You don't know what the hell is happening in inazuma right now as unknown monster kept appearing in this nation and Killing and corrupting people.

You had known that it's darkness can corrupted Someone as chiyo was one of them.

Minutes went by and some words echo in your head. Their last words.

"Please take care of yourself and take care of the others as well, farewell my dear friend"sasayuri's last word before he died on the war between orabashi and the shogun.

"Y/n...please watch ei for me"chiyo's last word before she was swallowed by the beast and was corrupted by darkness after getting out of its belly.

"Please stay by ei's side always y/n, farewell"kitsune's last word before she sacrificed herself to you.

You felt your heartache and suddenly one tear escaped your eyes as it was follow by another then another.

You can't stop it as you had lost three precious friend and you can't do anything about it.

The world is cruel as you feared that they will take someone from the sisters as well or maybe both as you were drown in those Thoughts.

Just then a knock on the door was heard as you heard ei's voice.

"Y/n? It's me ei.."

You didn't respond and just stayed in your position.

"Y/n..your not coming out from your room for the past few days..you haven't eaten.."

"...."

"Y/n.. please talk to me.."

"....."

"I know it's hard but you need to stay strong until we win this war...we don't want their death to be futile right?"

Few more silent and the door suddenly open as ei look at your eyes that was red from crying for the past few days as she furrowed her brows and went inside as she suddenly embraced you.

You were caught by surprised as she just hugged you and you just slowly lean your hand and embraced her as well as you close the door.

Later you were both laying on the bed while you fell asleep after minutes of crying on her while embracing her as she just caress your hair and hugged you.

She know how hurt you are on the lost of your friends as it was her friends as well but there is no time to be weak right now as the war is still going.

She move you closer to her as you were now laying between her breast as she was sliding her hand through your hair while the other one was caressing your face.

Ei had loved you since the day you had met and was just afraid of telling her feelings as she had notice that you don't have time for those and not to mention that your just here for the contract.

She is afraid that one day you will go back in your hometown and she will never see you again so she had kept this feelings for now.

But the long she kept it the more she fell for you more and it's impossible to hide any longer.

After this war she will had a courage to say her feelings to you as she had finally decided that and hopefully you feel the same as hers.