10. Sas

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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

Maddie -

Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion

And all those things I didn't say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My power's turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care if nobody else believes
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep
Everybody's worried about me
In too deep
Say I'm in too deep (in too deep)
And it's been two years
I miss my home
But there's a fire burning in my bones
Still believe
Yeah, I still believe

And all those things I didn't say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time? This has been my motto
since high school And I never would've thought they would have to play that for years to come but I did and I overcame everything .

I got to be a mom to my melody lyric and to me that is the most important thing of my life and I will keep this saying and I and I'm gonna keep on going and advocating for a children like me and probably like my daughter I hope that she doesn't inherent my cancer I'm very hopeful but I never know what God's plans are but I just hope God will be nice enough to not let her have to go through this and I'm gonna keep on trying to advocate into making me think safer for kids like her to make sure that this doesn't happen any again
Knowing that the cancer that I had is in a research lab at that hospital they switch without being studied so other kids won't have to go for that that means a lot to me .

I really hope that I'm able to help other children not have to go through what I went through and I don't ever want another child to come up to me and tell me why I am ugly Miss Maddie I didn't get a date to homecoming this year because nobody wants to be seen with me people tell me an embarrassing because if my eyes don't match people make fun of me I didn't get the all I wanted in the play because a popular boy didn't want to kiss me or I didn't get to do this and I don't get to do that .

I don't get to go to this place it breaks my heart and I really want something to be changed like I want to see change because I don't want anybody else to have to go figure I went through and all I wanted to be in a known for it is being a hero for children with cancer like advocacy wise I'm not a superhero I just want to see respect and like have others open up their hearts .