13. Semi colon

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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

Maddie -

Take a deep breath
Until both sides of your heart get numb
Until it hurts a little
Let out your breath even more
Until you feel
like there's nothing left inside
It's alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It's okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying it's alright
Are just words

Someone's breath. That heavy breath
How can I see through that?
Though I can't understand your breath
It's alright I'll hold you

It's alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It's okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying it's alright
Are just words sometimes
I want Shout from the rooftops that I made it but I never know how I'm gonna feel in that moment I just got really quiet sometimes I feel this is all a really good dreams I need to wake up fun but I know it's not a dream which makes me feel the way thankful.

I'm not in an apartment sad and miserable like I used to be I'm in a completely different city we have to wear a mask year-round to keep the air pollution out of your nose I have lots of friends but I haven't it mean anything to me and never really has it's not having people that actually want to be with me like fully like friends that really care about me and I just want it to just get up and leave I suppose

I can say I finally have a husband he said he's with me but he's very mature and I think that we did I didn't think we were possible but he always tells me that inspiration pants .

I opened up the door to hand for you no kids like me with a different ability he said that's what makes me really special and well we have to get Melody tested eventually and I'm not sure how I feel about that but I'm going to remain positive about it and for her sake and I'm not gonna let my emotions affect me .

Felix -

Hello my darling what are you thinking of what are you thinking up today I'll Maddie please don't think like that babe .

I promise you everything is going to be OK you need to learn to be positive because if you don't mind being positive that's when things go wrong that's the worst thing you can do in a situation

I know you're scared Melody

might have your cancer but hopefully it's down the road and because of you Maddie other kids get to go home and enjoy your childhood

and because of study you took your helping your own you're helping our kids are helping other kids go home and do that and I am just so proud of you Maddie for going off
And helping other kids enjoy

their childhood Maddie you are a hero you are a star Maddie you and your kindness you helped other kids not have to go through what you went through you should be very proud of yourself Maddie and that's why I like Meyer you so much that's why when I saw you .

I thought she is so out of my league and Maddie doesn't like me and Maddie doesn't want to touch me

Maddie doesn't want to do this for me Maddie you are so so loved and cared about because what you do for others even though they both so if you guys are ever feeling scared just remember how love you guys are

I mean Maddie so many people act out because they're not loved that's why they do horrible things because they don't have anybody to say I love you too no one tells them that and I think that's why you're here at Maddie and always will be a hero.

Maddie-
gosh Felix that means a lot thank you and makes me feel a lot better and I know I shouldn't worry but sometimes I get scared and I worry anyway.

Felix-

if you're ever feeling scared I'm here Maddie I promise and I'm not gonna go anywhere you and Melody on my life and I'm not gonna go anywhere I'm gonna be supporting you guys till I die I love you so much.