17. Oh my

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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

JYP -
San Chris
I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind
I remember when I first signed you Chris is a train and you did a lot of difficulty coupon for the cafeterias read my choice carolers it's really crazy mama told me the story but

I got to say Chris how did you feel about when you got that car recording song is this a few months ago on finding out that late because it is late for you scared or did you really think that you could you know take it like a moron and not really sure that emotion because I know you cried when sun chin Entered
the world You had to be terrified when you got the phone call because you know when you left your wife wasn't pregnant it was just you and her and you're annoying little lapdog to do things for her

so how was that for you when you got that news that she had been pregnant and you didn't know like that's what I want to know is how you were feeling in that moment
because you didn't know that was a possibility and you San you took her to the hospital what was that like .

San-when I heard the panic in her voice and she sounded so petrified I knew that it was go time I knew that if I didn't move quickly she would've probably died and who knows what would've happened to Chris if that happened who knows you know you might not have stray kids because of how much .

they love each other he would go be with her and you know that for a fact so I didn't do it to please

Chris I did it because I love my friend and I want her to be alive and I want her to be OK and I want her to be you know healthy and happy and live as long as she possibly can you know your selfishness I think is what drove them together to begin with not only the indicting love that they have for each other but just the amount of love that they share and you know you can never except you're always be happy because you're selfish man but when you know Liz told me that she was in pain I knew that it was life or death and I knew that

I had to act quickly to get her help and I remember speeding off to the hospital crawl in the backseat and then the doctor walking in and telling me well you need to tell her you know whoever the father is that she's pregnant because it'll be only a matter time before she gives birth in that moment when you know I found out she was in a minutes away I had to call Chris and that was that.

Chris -when I got that phone call about Liz and Sention I almost fell to the floor because I was just in disbelief that he was in a drug state of mind but then I realize he's never done a dragon his life and he was telling the truth so I remember driving to the hospital and I was scared to death but I

I made it and then we welcomed our daughter.

I mean you know that was the best day of my life and I'm not gonna say anything else other than that it was the best day of my life

I'm not gonna sit here and let you tell me you know that I can't have these things because I can't have these things it's part of growing up boss I mean

I forgave

you for poisoning the girls that still bothers me and I for gave you for letting Oli

kidnap us I mean it's just one of those things you should've had better security but we made it out OK and that's the most important thing and you know based of everything we've gone through in the past 5 1/2 years and me being stuck with you as a trainee I'm just grateful that it let me to my wife and daughter.