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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

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I have no idea why I've been feeling guilty but the girls been eating me alive I should've never boys in the girls I should've just let the boys go off and be happy but again I wasn't able to do that because I was very selfish I'm a father and I have a wife and two daughters but I was very selfish to Liz Madeline Karin and I wish I hadn't been

I wish I have been very you know nice to them but I Insecure and selfish because I have one of the greatest four groups in history and ever since
BTS hiatus
right now they and TXT are the money makers of everything and I've been so brutal to Felix and Chris Maddie really got on me she broke my nose a few weeks ago for being mean to Felix and I'm grateful.

I never hit her because she was pregnant but I am very mad at myself for how I treated them and I will never really forgive myself for that I mean I could be sitting in prison right now so it shouldn't in a really bother me all that much but it does bother me because I've been really hateful lately and I'm starting to come around .

I mean I won't fully come around but it's getting to the point where I'm starting to realize not everything is about me and I need to stop being so selfish and eventually I'll get there in time but right now I don't know if I'll ever get there like soon like I was very shocked when the boys told me they were you know expecting and it was a like a lot of work out when they told me after a while it will happen I remember we got into the speaker duplication and Felix Threaten.

to press charges on me and it was weird because it was like he was such a dad now like his main priority with Melody and Maddie's happiness and it was very and so we are at that point and same with Liz and you know Chris it was all about their daughter and Karin and it was all about their son and I know I can't prevent it from happening but it's always a shock when your idols become parents Because it just seems like yesterday they were my Trainees and now very dads with wives so it's it's a big shock
Oh man did the stays chew my ass out when they heard what I did to the girls but I suppose I deserved it but I mean it's always a shock when you know your bread winners become parents.