Eddie Munson oneshots<3

insecurities

⚠️//AN hey guys , this chapter is going to get a little deeper than my past ones. There is going to be sensitive informations about eating disorders and if you think that this would trigger you or harm your journey in anyway please click off now. Also as someone who has an Eating disorder just know I am always there to talk about anything you need, and remember that you are strong and beautiful and one day you will get better, I love you and you are supported!//⚠️

Words 957

    You were sitting at lunch looking down at your food. You didn't feel hungry, well mentally you didn't feel hungry but your stomach was grumbling letting you know that you needed to eat. But you just couldn't bring yourself to do it, lately it's been hard because you have been comparing yourself to other skinnier girls and you felt insecure.

    People called you a freak, it was mostly because you were in the hellfire club. But deep down inside you couldn't help but feel that you were really an outcast because of how you looked. For years you have had a crush on your bestfriend Eddie munson, he was the leader of the hellfire club. But you never thought he would like you due to thw fact that you weren't stick thin, don't get me wrong you knew you weren't necessarily fat but you weren't skinny either.

    Your biggest insecurity was your stretch marks. The red stripes ran down your hips but and upper thighs. Puberty had changed you quite a lot. You looked rather sad sitting there just picking at your food which didn't go unnoticed by Eddie. But he decided not to say anything in front of the group instead he decided to talk to you about it after school.

    After your last period you went to Eddie's van like usual. Eddie was sitting on the good of his van just waiting for you. "Hey pretty boy" you told him once you got closer, "hey sweetheart, you ready too go?" He asked the pet name always made your heart skip a beat. "Yep" you said while slinging your bag in the passengers seat then proceeding to pull yourself in after.

    "Hey y/n are you okay. I saw you at lunch and you seemed a little down" he said before starting the engine. You looked down at the seats and mustered the best fake smile "of course nothings wrong I just was in a bad mood", you could tell Eddie dint buy the lie but he proceeded to start the engine anyway.

    "You know you can tell me anything princess" he said apologetically, "I know it's just hard sometimes" you responded. "Ahh so there is something going on" he said finally coming to a conclusion. " I don't feel like talking about it right now" after you said that the van filled with silence. As you looked out the window you realized that you weren't on your way to your house.

    "Eddie where are we going?" You asked urgently, "relax sweetheart, I'm just taking you back to my place I was thinking we could watch a movie to take your mind off it" he said while placing a hand on your thigh. "That sounds great Eddie".

    The rest of the car ride was silent and  you eventually zoned put not noticing you arrived at Eddie's trailer. Eddie came around the van and lifted you from the seat. "Wait Eddie are you sure I don't weigh too much??" You said concern laced in your voice, "of course not" he stated calmly. He opened the do and set you down on the couch woth ease, you were extremely impressed.

    He picked out your favorite movie, 16 candles to watch. He came and sat by you before picking up your head and lightly laying you on his lap. He began to message your head And run his fingers through your hair. You felt so relaxed that you decided to close your eyes which resulted in you falling fast asleep.

    The next time you woke up you were in Eddie's bed with his hellfire t-shirt on and his arm snaked  around your waist. Yoh glanced over at the clock and saw that it was 12:00 am. You slowly moved out of Eddie's grasp and sat down on the floor just thinking about the events that had to occur in order for him to change your clothes. You were anxious that he saw your body and was turned off by it.

    Without noticing it tears began to fall from your face which were soon accompanied with small sobs. Warm arms wrapped around you comforting you "Eddie I'm sorry I'm not skinny" you managed to get out between sobs. "What do you mean darling, you are theist beautiful person I've ever seen" he said with sincerity. "But i-i don't look like the other girls" you mumbled into his chest, he brought your face up to look at his and he tucked a piece of your hair behind your ear.

    "Love there is a reason I don't like the other girls at our school, it is because I am absolutely in love  witb everything about you." At this point he was crying too looking into your eyes. All you could manage to get out was "I love you too Eddie more than you could ever know".

    Eddie kissed you roughly with his hands still around your face they began to move downwards until they gripped your waist "is this alright sweetheart" he asked. You nodded with approval, he continued and you began to sift your fingers through his hair. You had no pants on and when you were looking Eddie made his was down to your hips.

    And with his hands perched on your thighs he kissed every single stretch mark on your body, and told you how much he loved you between each kiss. And in that moment for the first time in years you found yourself at peace, and you found a sliver deep within your self that was willing to love and cherish you from this day forward.

//AN I am so proud of this one and I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. It is a bit longer than my other imagines because as I was writing it's like the words were just flowing out. I hope that  this could help some of you guys and always remember er my messages are always open if you need to talk. I will see you guys next time but until then I <3 you!!//