Ek sawal hai... on a scale of one to eleven how much do you guys hate me rn?
The stories I've wrote, it was hard. Not speaking about the cliffhangers but the plot, writing. No chapter of the stories were easy to write. Writing dark romance isn't easy, but it comes with writing something other than average cliches.
I'm very grateful to have readers discover me. Readers can comment is not for the faint of heart on Wattpad.
How often did You comment being wrong about Amara? Thinking she was over exaggerating stuff or being a four year old? Aur fir only to realize you were wrong for saying that.
You were doing the same in real life.
Now I don't wanna sound ungrateful, I saw so many positive comments amidst the negatives.
But in this time Ive come across so many negative/ judgement comments kyunki maine Pyaar Once Again ki story change kardi aur uska sequel update nahi kiya :) Whenever I explained why writing isn't easy now or why I changed the entire storyline, it only made the readers aggressive.
Vishvas nahi hota? Haan main overreact hi to kar rahi hun. Main bohot sensitive hun? Let me copy and paste some dms and comments I get DAILY.
"Yar ye authors jo janam lga ke upload kare, I hate them. People won't care about your books at all 😉"
"WHY DID YOU CHANGE THE STORY? MAR HI JAAO AUTHOR TO AACHA H!"
"Still didn't update? Go fuck yourself!"
"This is my first time reading a ff and I'm traumatized😀👍"
"Bhai mere ko thermodynamics samajh gayi lekin ye story nahi aa rahi hai"
And these are the LEAST disrespectful and triggering. I deleted alot of them instantly, reason being how cruel they were.
Yeah I'll laugh at my own pain, and you can scroll through my Instagram account or the comments on Wattpad. Hard to believe they are real.
Aisa nahi hai ki sirf yahi audience hai meri! I've a wonderful readers who supported me and these haters aren't worth my time. But I've been on this app for only a year ig and these are few comments from Pyaar Once Again ONLY. Multiply that among Tainted love. Aur har kisi ki limits hoti hai and ive reached mine.
Aur mujhe samajh nahi aata ki agar aap dark romance nahi padh sakte to kyu padh rahe ho? DARK ROMANCE ISN'T FOR EVERYONE. A fucked up story is supposed to be fucked up. Tum logo ko baad mein trauma ho jata hai padh ke to mat padho na koi force nahi kar raha tumhe, tumhare liye average cliches hai wahi padho :) Aur jinko story nahi samjh aayi kripya kr apne liye koi aur book dhundh le aur apne aur mere dono ke 5 seconds comment karke na barbaad kare.
So I've decided I am leaving Wattpad, not before I finish tainted aur pyaar once again. But after putting out these stories I won't be writing on Wattpad.
Baat to ye hai ki meri story aaj tak target audience tak nahi pahunchi. Oh shit! main to bhool hi gayi thi Nischay ki audience 15 saal ke bache hai oops.
Immature kids are commenting things they don't realize, online bullying and death threats, people taking out their frustration on me. I'M NOT YOUR FRIEND OR ANYTHING DAMN. Now anxiety is back and I've cried on things that aren't in my control. I've lost my love for writing and it's killing me.
Thank you for your love and yes I wasn't strong enough. Thank you to my co author who supported me through all this.
Be kind. If you see hateful comments please inform them.
Love :)
Radhika
YOU ARE READING
Pyaar Once Again
Fanfiction"If I can't have you , darling." He aimed the gun at me. "I'll end you" He smirked
