Peas in a pod (Youtuber fanfic)

Sam? Joe?

I woke up in the strong cradle of joes arms. He looks so cute when he's sleeping. No, what am I thinking?!
I can't think my best friends cute! I'm pregnant with Sam's baby! But I'm not going to deny it, I think I'm falling for joe, everything about him is perfect.
I slowly climb out of bed, without waking up joe. I run upstairs and find Caspar on the couch.
"Good morning Jess," Caspar says to me.
"Good morning Cas, I have a problem." I say, sitting next to him on the couch.
"Aww, what's wrong?" He says while shuffling over and hugging me.
"I think I'm falling in love with joe," I manage to get out before I start sobbing uncontrollably, "I can't be in love with joe, because I'm pregnant with Sam's baby," I juggle further into Caspar's chest.
"Your pregnant? That's great news. Do you still love Sam?" He asks while holding me tighter.
"I think so, I don't even know. Nothing is the same with Sam anymore. He's been really sad since he moved away from the rest of o2l. but I'm really happy here, we have kind of drifted apart. I think..... I think I should break up with him." I say while the tears stream down my face.
"If you love joe, and have lost your feelings for Sam then break up with Sam. I'll tell you a secret, joe told me that he is falling for you too." Caspar whispers.
"Really? I think I will-" I began to say before I was cut off by joe.
"Good Morning!" He yells while running up the stairs. When he gets to the top of the stairs and sees me crying while Caspar's holding me, he runs over quickly.
"What's wrong? Are you okay?" He asks.
i jump up and hug him, "I have something to tell you, but it may or may not ruin our friendship." I say carefully, while my face is pressed against his chest.
"Tell me. nothing can ruin our friendship. I'm never going to leave you." He whispers.
Caspar stands up and Goes downstairs, giving us some space.
"Joe, I think I may be falling in love with you. And before you say anything, I have to say that even though I'm pregnant with Sam's baby, I don't have the same feelings for him anymore. I don't love Sam anymore, I love you." I say while wiping my tear stained face.
"Jess, I love you too." He says, and before I can reply he smashes his lips onto mine. It feels so wrong but it feels so right. (😉)
he pulls away and says " I think you need to tell Sam."
"I think your right, I hug him once more before I put my shoes on and go next door to the zalfie house.
I knock on the door, and Zoe answers.
"Omg Jess! What's wrong? Come inside! I'm going to redo your make up!" Zoe says all at once. I walk inside and we go to Zoe and Alfie's room. "Alfie's getting a haircut so he's not home." Zoe says.
"Zoe, I told joe that I'm falling in love with him and that my feelings for Sam have gone." I whisper quietly.
"What?! Omg! Are you okay? Have you told Sam yet?" Zoe squeals.
"Joe kissed me," I whisper even quieter. " I haven't told Sam that I don't love him anymore yet. IM PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY!" I scream, then start sobbing into one of Zoe's pillows.
"Omg Jess, your pregnant! Joe will be there throughout the pregnancy." Zoe reassures me.
"I know," my breathing becomes slow and I start hyperventilating, I start feeling claustrophobic.
"Zoe," I gasp.
"Jess, are you okay?" She starts panicking.
"Zoe.. Panick...attack..." I manage to get out between breathes.
"Oh Jess! Come to the window. It helps, trust me." She opens the window and I walk over and breathe in the fresh air.
When I get my breathe back and I calm down a little I walk back over to the bed and Zoe continue my makeup.
"I don't know how I'm going to break up with Sam, and he's going to want to be around with the baby." I say.
"Maybe you just explain your situation to him. He'll understand." She explains. Zoe takes a step back, "finished! Now go and talk to Sam. You have to do this."
"Okay, thanks so much Zoe, I'm so lucky to have you as a friend" I say
"Sister," Zoe corrects me and we both giggle.
Zoe leads me to the front door, I hug and thank her again. I walk back home and open the door.
"Sam! Tess!" I yell.
"Down here! Tess is shopping."I hear Sam yell back.
I walk downstairs and into our room, Sam is sitting on the bed with his suitcases packed next to him.
his face is covered in tears and his normally pink cheeks are pale.
"I'm so sorry jess, I can't do this anymore. I can't be a parent, I'm too young. I'll always love you but I can't be a dad yet. I'm going back to Hollywood. My plane leaves in an hour." He whispers.
"Sam, I know this is hard, but I'm the one with a baby growing inside me. Are you saying that you don't want to have a part in our baby's life at all? Because that's what is happening with you going to Hollywood, because I live here now." I say fiercely.
"Jess, I'm leaving and not coming back.
I can't have a child, the baby can find another father. I'm leaving." He says as he grabs his bags and leaves the apartment. I break down and sob. Ejventually I fall asleep.