𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐊𝐢𝐝 , 𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘸𝘯 𝘔𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘦𝘭𝘴

𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍.

𝐀𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐥 1998
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𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐲𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

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Two weeks have passed since mania and I've been on the road constantly with Paul, Joan, Sean, Billy and Brian. It's been fun you know, for the past couple of months it's just been us four on the road but now it feels like I'm apart of band. It's only been two weeks and these guys have already been partying like crazy.

But besides the partying we've been the most interesting thing on raw which means we're doing our jobs, work has been a great distraction for me mainly because I can't help but worry about Shawn.
We haven't spoken since that night and I know I said we needed space but I still love him and couldn't help but worry about him.

So I'm backstage at raw we just finished our segment, I'm sitting in catering at a table with Amy and the Hardy's. While they were talking amongst themselves I couldn't help but not pay attention, my mind was elsewhere and I knew Amy noticed so she gently shook me to get my attention.

"Earth to Sonya." Amy Said

"Huh oh yeah I agree." I Said

"Sonya you agree with what?" Jeff Asked

"Oh you know..I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I Apologized

"Nah it's okay, we weren't talking about anything important." Matt Said

"What's on your mind anyways?" Jeff Asked

"Oh you know.." I Said

"Let me guess Shawn." Amy Said

"Yeah I'm trying not too okay." I Said

"Sonya it's been two weeks just call the damn man." Amy Said

"I'm sorry aren't they on a break or something?" Jeff Said

"Wait guys broke up?" Matt Said

"No No we didn't break up—" I Said

"But you said a break." Matt Said

"Which technically means a break up." Jeff Added

"Would you two let me finish, I didn't break up with Shawn all I said is that we needed a break from each other. Clarifying that we need some space." I Said

"Which I know you hate." Amy Said

"Yes but I'm sticking to my word." I Said