My heart has been broken into so many pieces, it's one big puzzle that I'm forced to solve. Every time I'm close to finishing, someone comes in and breaks it in to more pieces. It's hard for me to trust someone with what's left of my heart because every time I did before I ended up worse then I was before. I want to be able to trust people with the power to destroy me and trust that they won't. I have given people that power before and they destroyed me. I want to give you my heart and for you to care for it instead of destroying it. But I can't not yet. I need to know 100% that you will not destroy me. I know that I will end up trusting you and in the end you will destroy me. It's how my life works. It's how it has always worked.
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Thoughts
RandomJust some of the random things I think about. Some can be depressing or sad. Others may be uplifting and happy. They are just a few things I think about. Mostly things about pain. You won't find anything here on rainbows and unicorns. But you will f...
