Thoughts

Is this friendship?

When you first meet your best friend. You almost alway say that no matter what the both of you will always be best friends. But after a while your bestfriend forgets all about you but you still remember them and you can't tell them that because then they'll think that you have a crush on them. All those promises that you made mean nothing anymore. Just once I want to find a best-friend that's my friend out side of school as while as at school. I'm tired of people saying that nothing will ever change because every thing has changed. I will never again laugh at his jokes again because he is no longer there to tell them. I will never again see his smile because he has vanished from my vision. I've wished upon all the stars. But wishes don't come true. Life's not a fairy tale. There aren't many happy ending left. I just wish I could go back in time and redo all the fun times I had with him, all the laughter, even all the pain. Just to see him again. Just to feel that happiness I once had. That I can never have again. Just to give him one last hug. One last smile. One last picture. But he doesn't remember me. He wouldn't care about me. I'm just someone he knew but doesn't care about anymore. I'm just me and his got everything.