The pain does not come every day. you might not feel it for days, weeks even. Randomly it comes it breaks you down slowly or all at once. It's not always holding your knees to your chest and rocking back-and-forth at 2 AM. It's laughing with your friends at 3 PM and suddenly being unable to laugh or smile. It comes as it will and it comes in waves. I can come all at once or slowly. Neither is the better of the two when it comes all at once I can hit you so hard that you were knocked to the floor. Curled up in a ball screaming on the inside and trying not to yell for help, since it would be useless to try. When it comes slowly you can function but you can't even fake smile, it becomes harder and harder to move, you slowly fall into a pit of despair, no matter how hard you try to fight it you almost always end up curled up in a ball trying not to scream for help. It is powerful in its way of being able to take down the greatest warriors. It's a demon living inside of you trying to claw it's way out. It's a beast that you never want to face yet you have to every day. It's invisible to most but real as could be to us. It slowly destroys us piece by piece, until we are nothing but a shell of who we used to be. The pain takes away many of the strong ones around us. Having to fight this pain each and every day is both physically and mentally exhausting. Many fight until the last breath, yet many try and fail. They will all be remembered, those who fought for years and those who lost there battle. They will be remembered.
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RandomJust some of the random things I think about. Some can be depressing or sad. Others may be uplifting and happy. They are just a few things I think about. Mostly things about pain. You won't find anything here on rainbows and unicorns. But you will f...
