I love storms. When it rains. When I can hear every drop hit my window in the middle of the night. Falling asleep to the sounds of the rain washing away my troubles for that night. Just imagining the rain running down the hill taking all my troubles away with it. The storms makes my life seem less painful. It's as if the rain takes away all my tears and only lets me keep the happy thoughts. With all the noise from the rain it almost drowns out the screams from the pain from my demons. It almost drowns them out, it keeps them at bay for the night. It's almost as if the rain comes when I need it most. It's as if, when Ive reached my breaking point the rain comes to take away some of the pain so that I can remember what it's like to live.
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Thoughts
RandomJust some of the random things I think about. Some can be depressing or sad. Others may be uplifting and happy. They are just a few things I think about. Mostly things about pain. You won't find anything here on rainbows and unicorns. But you will f...