I've been hurt. Ive been pushed down but i still got up and fought. No matter what i did i was always getting hurt by people that i loved. So yes I'll push you away. Not because I want to but because I'm scared. I'm scared that if I let you see who I am you'll hurt me like the ones before you. So I'm sorry if I push you away I want to trust you. But I can't because it's all been a pattern. I put my wall up, start talking to someone and let my guard down, next thing I'm flat on the ground with daggers in my back. So now you see I have trust issues.
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Thoughts
RandomJust some of the random things I think about. Some can be depressing or sad. Others may be uplifting and happy. They are just a few things I think about. Mostly things about pain. You won't find anything here on rainbows and unicorns. But you will f...
