separate ways | enzo x reader

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Last night went very quick. I had memorised and memorised and memorised the plan of action to the point that i knew it like the back of my hand. Unfortunately, there had become some tension i guess you could say between me and Enzo - and the only reason i could suggest for it, was that soon we wouldn't see each other for along time - or ever.

Yet here we where, once more - awaken by the noises of labour from outside, but this time it didn't startle me awake like normally, i was already wide awake feeling a weight of disappointment crush me because i knew this would probably be the last time i could be together with Enzo.

I turned my head to the side, the winter sun casting a beam of light across Enzo's face who was turned towards me, illuminating his strong feature's and calm expression. This was probably the longest he's slept in since i came as i didn't wake him up from my morning outburst yet.

I can't believe this is it

"You know its rude to stare" He rasped before cracking an eye open looking up to me with a soft smile to which i returned.

"I should have told you that a long time ago then" i joked thinking back to all the times id catch him stealing glances at me whilst i read over maps. Enzo huffed out a laugh before joining me in a sitting position against the wall next to the bed.

"How can i help that when someone as beautiful as you is here" he said looking into my eyes. I starred back analysing his face, how handsome he was, and all the feeling came rushing in like a tsunami making me dip my head down as i felt tears cloud my eyes.

I knew it was so wrong of me to feel this way, but the kindness he had showed me these past month was beyond any love i had ever felt, and now i had to leave it all.

"Hey whats wrong" Enzo said concerned as he placed a hand on my cheek lifting my face up to meet his. His concern only grew more as he noticed a tear slip down whilst i tried to hide it with a small smile. Enzo whipped the tear away with his thumb before speaking again.

"Printsessa tell me whats wrong" he said softly but with some force behind his words as i struggled to find a way to put mine.

Obviously i didn't want to tell him exactly how i felt, it wouldn't be fair on either off us - so i did what i do best, improvise.

"I just- i know that this has been such a shit situation but i-" i paused as Enzo gazed at me with worry in his eyes as more tears started to drop.

"-you have been so kind to me, more than anyone ever has in my whole life and i am going to miss you so much" i squeaked out as it became more harder for me to speak whist holding the urge to sob in.

"Y/n-" Enzo started, but didn't get the chance to finish as i wrapped my arms tightly around his neck - burring my face onto his shoulder. It left him stunned for awhile, but not too long as Enzo gripped onto me harder, placing his hand at the back of my head, running his hands through my hair gently as i relaxed into his embrace.

It wasn't a lie to say that the Russian guard caught whatever feeling y/n had for him, for her as well.

For so long Enzo spent his time questioning and questioning how someone so sweet and wonderful would want a viscous guard as him, but whatever he tried he couldn't get rid of the girl that brought some form of happiness into his life. Yet he still had the same trouble as Y/n had in her mind. How could they even be together if they where both escaping to new lives? He wanted so much to take her, to kiss her and protect her as much as he could. But it was never that simple.

However, he obviously didn't hide his feelings so good to everyone;

F L A S H B A C K

"She is not my woman" Hopper spat staring blankly ahead of him, trying his best to ignore Enzo's teasing.

"Of course not she saves your life because of friendship" Enzo continued with smugness in his voice whilst Hopper kept walking.

"Look American do not put too much hope into the stream, i have thought long about this and i give your odds of success 50 to 1" Enzo said with a smirk heading to Hoppers way, as he remained silent, until a though came into his head.

"Are those the chances your giving to y/n as well" Hopper spoke, he wasn't stupid and took more notices to the multiple times Enzo would always talk about her with so much emotion behind his words.

"Of course not she's a smart woman, i give her 5% more of a chance of survival than you" he said thinking back to the h/c woman who managed to put a smile to his face.

"Yeah i bet you would, i also bet you'd try to keep her longer" Hopper smirked in satisfaction, stunning Enzo as his face became annoyed at how the roles had some how switched.

"I don't know what your talking about American" Enzo replied quickly, now his turn to keep his gaze straight forward.

"Put it this way Y/n to you is like the way you think of me and Joyce" this stunned Enzo for a while as he realised it was true. He was completely engrossed with y/n, but there was nothing he could do about it.

"Theres nothing there, soon we won't even remember each other" he said quietly. Of course he knew this was a big lie - she would be on his mind 24/7 if she could - and quite frequently is, it was just easier to lie than engaged with the feelings he had for her.

"Anyway, you don't even seem nervous American , i now give you odds, 100 to 1" Enzo said after a sort while of silence, as they kept walking.

And even if he couldn't let his feelings show for her, he could still be close to her as he is now.

After a very long hug, we pulled away. I wiped the remaining tears away, laughing slightly as i looked up to Enzo.

"Im sorry, that was really stupid" i said looking at him as he help a soft smile.

"Not at all, i am going to miss you too krasivaya (beautiful), but you cant stay here anymore, it's not fair" he said quietly, interlacing our hands as he spoke. I knew he was right making me nod, but it not fair that i was going to be away from him.

"Antonov davay, tvoya smena nachalasʹ (Antonov, come on your shift has started)" A Russian guard knocked making Enzo let out an annoyed sigh as he got up to get changed.

"I'll see you later then" i said standing up to face him as he made his way to the door giving me a gorgeous smile before he left.

"See you later printsessa" he said before leaving.