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You're lying in bed wide awake. It's been about two months since you've seen your beloved boyfriend. Tour is busy you know that, but it doesn't make you miss him any less. You waited around for the phone to ring. It would be him calling to tell you goodnight. You waited and waited no call. "Maybe he's busy. I know how tired he must be".

The next night you put on a movie awaiting his call. You needed to hear his voice. 2 am rolls around. Nothing, not a single thing. 3 am and nothing. You've tried calling him and the same. Nothing. "He found another girl"." He's going to come home and break up with me". "It's over"

You pictured this image of him coming back home, but not for you for his things. You basically convince yourself it was over. "How could he love you. Look and him. He's perfect"

The next morning you were shocked to find yourself waking up next to him. "Josh?" You said confused. "Good morning sunshine" josh yawn. " I thought we weren't coming back till next week?" "Well that was until the last two shows got canceled. I've been so busy trying to fix that and not disappoint our fans that I forgot to call. I've been so stressed out I just passed out the second I hit the bed." Well that's a relief. "Just wish you would have told me. I've been worried that we'll never mind" you trailed off. "No darling you need to tell me, so I can fix it". "I was worried that you found someone else you didn't call for three days Joshua. I thought I at least deserved a text. Am I not even worth a text?" You said fighting back tears. "Of course you are baby it's just by the time we get to the hotel most nights I figure you would be asleep because of the um time zones" he stated. You got up out of the bed "I have barely slept in three days waiting for that goddamn phone to ring Josh three days" you cried. The tears started falling down your cheek. Josh got up to try and comfort you, but you pushed him away. Why you did you did that? You didn't know. He was all you wanted. "Baby please don't cry I hate seeing you so upset over something I did" tears started to form in his eyes. He realized he made a big mistake.

"Do you want the truth?" Josh asked.

"That would be fan-fucking-tastic" you said sarcastically

. "You seemed down the last time we talked. I just thought you would be better without me. I thought you and I - were - um." Josh sighed.

"I thought it was over. I thought you didn't need me anymore. So I panicked and didn't call you." Josh finished.

You looked at him. Tears now falling from his eyes. "Baby" you whispered. His eyes darted to the floor. "I was about tore to pieces thinking you didn't want me anymore. Your all I need."You cried. "Um it looks like we both made a mistake then" he laughed through his tears. "I suppose so. Maybe next time we should talk to each other" you giggled. "For sure. I love you sweet girl '' Josh said wiping his tears away. "I love you too handsome" you said kissing him. He kissed you back pulling you closer, and hugged you for what felt like forever. You missed his touch. You could finally feel at peace again.