Hear my Last Words

That Guy

Tears rolled down my face.. I never thought she'd kept something like this inside her heart. She said she had already forgiven her father. I was there when she spoke in front of the class and when I repeatedly ask her of what she feels for him.

I want to..

If only .. I could speak to her once more.

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I turned pages.. and all of them are already blank.

But then when I reached the seventh page, I saw this written down below left..

"If only words could describe this.."

This reminded me of the song she used to sing always especially when I play my guitar. She said this reminds her of..

I continued on for the next page.. and find

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"I am not prepared for being your heart's desire cause I can't help feeling scared. You're perfect, I'm a liar. You're my everything. You're my escape from pain. Close your eyes and let yourself fall in my arms, cause it's so sweet."

Dear LoGiC,

Hey Honey. It's been a while..

How are you?? It's been one year and four months since we broke up..

Remember how we first met?

It was at school. I was looking for you at that moment. You were my choir mate and you're already late for the practice that's why our mentor commanded me to fetch you. I was irritated at you back then. But when I saw you, I felt something weird.

You're a Bass. I'm a Soprano. Look at how our tones differ.

Maybe that's the reason why we didn't work out. We are completely different from each other.

But we shared something great right?

Something real.

You know that someone was already courting me at that moment you came, and that I still chose you.

You did fight for me.
You said " I'll be running away with my Juliet."

It was when I sang to you "Romeo save me, they're tryin' to tell me how to feel. This love is difficult but it's real."

Can you still remember that? It was our Senior Prom.

We both knew that we shared each others' first and last dance.

I was really crying at that moment. I know I have to decide between the two of you. I don't want to hurt Xander but I have to.

You gave me the reason to do so. You said you'll be there for me. You showed me a vision of forever.

And so I trusted you. I trusted you Louie.
I believed that we'll fight until the end.
Remember??

Just like Romeo.. And Juliet.

I knew it was you.. And that it will always be you.

So why?? Why do we have to end like this??

Why did you gave me up?

I'm still left here hanging. Can't you see? Why are you so blind??

We act as if we are now friends once again.. Back from the start. But it was all just an act. We're doing this for our friends right? Or  to show that we've moved on.

But it wasn't that easy, right? Right Louie?? Oh. f*ck Louie! D*mn!!

Why?! Why do we have to fall apart??

I never imagined any of it to be this hard. You left me. 

You let me die here alone.

Why can't we just go back at the start? Why don't we fix this??

It wasn't easy.. I know..

It never was.. especially for me.