Noah beck sister

Chapter 11

I wake up the next morning and Noah was still asleep so I decided to leave and not wake him up. I go downstairs and see Blake and Amelie
Blake- squirts awake
I roll my eyes
Blake- how did you sleep last night
Grace- fine
Amelie- hey grace
Grace- hey
Amelie- how are you doing it's been ages since I last saw you
Grace- I am fine, how about you
Amelie- I am good thanks
Blake- what do you want for breakfast
Grace- nothing
Blake- squirt
Grace- stop calling me that
Blake- no, but seriously what do you want
Grace- I was seriously the first time
Blake- why don't you eat
Grace- it doesn't matter
Amelie- you know you are so pretty you are perfect the way you are
Grace- of course you say that
Amelie- what do you mean
Grace- you are perfect
Blake- so are you
Grace- I am done
I walk off and go into the backyard and just sit on my phone. After 30 minutes someone sits next to me
Grace- can I help you
Noah- I was just coming to say good morning
Grace- well morning you can go now
Noah- wow let's drop the attitude
Grace- or what
Noah- for once grace let's just have a civil conversation
Grace- I don't want to
Noah- well try
Grace- ok what do you want to talk about
Noah- what was your favourite vacation place we used to go
Grace- we didn't go on vacation
Noah- yes we did we used to go to the Bahamas all the time
Grace- what are you on about
Noah- remember the beach
Grace- no
Noah- with the rocks
Grace- I have no clue what you are talking about
Noah- and I used to have hold onto you cus the currents were to strong
Grace- you mean the river that past threw our backyard
Noah- Bahamas
We both started laughing
Grace- you could call it that
Noah- that's what it was
Grace- I mean I wouldn't know, I would love to go to the Bahamas. You know once you left I used to sit by the river all the time but I was to scared to go in cus no one was there to save me if I go taken by the currents cus you used to carry
Noah- well how about we go back
Grace- to the river
Noah- yeah to the Bahamas
Grace- no I don't want to go anywhere near that house ever again
Noah- I know I said to the Bahamas
Grace- wait, do you mean actually Bahamas
Noah- yes
Grace- seriously
Noah- yes
Grace- I would love to go
I give him and very tight hug and start to cry
Noah- I hope those are happy tears
Grace- I have always wanted to go there
Noah- I am so glad, why don't we go to the mall and get some clothes for you
Grace- I would love that, when do we leave
Noah- tomorrow
Grace- that's so soon
Noah- I know so we better get a move on
I run upstairs and get changed and then we leave
Noah- Dixie and charli are meeting us there they are coming with us. It was actually Dixie's idea
Grace- cool who else is coming
Noah- just us and then there family
I nodded my head. As much as I love Dixie and charli I was kind of hoping it was going to be me and Noah but it is what it is I guess. We pulled up into the mall.
Noah- we are going to meet them at Dunkin'
Grace- ok
We walked there and sat down at a table and waited
Noah- what do you want
Grace- I ate before we came out
Noah- grace I spoke to Blake he told me about your conversation
Grace- ok and it's true what did you want me to say
Noah- you know your beautiful inside and out
I just scoff and then Dixie and charli walk over
Grace- thank god
Noah- hey guys
They both say hi
Dixie- have you guys had anything
Noah- no we were just discussing what to get
Charli- it obvious what to get
I look at her confused
Charli- the charli
I laugh
Grace- you actually have a drink called the charli
Charli- yeah
Grace- no fucking shit
Noah- language
I look him dead in the eyes
Grace- fuck off
Noah- what is wrong with you
Grace- not so beautiful on the inside am I
I get up and start to walk off they all follow me and then Noah grab my arm
Grace- let go of me
Noah- why are you acting like this
Grace- cus I can
Noah- continue and you won't like the consequence
Grace- I really don't give a fuck
I pull my arm out and I keep walking to a really busy part of the mall. Now to test and see how famous they all really are he grabs my arm
Grace- let go off me you stupid fucking bitch I fucking hate you I wish you died with mum and dad
Noah- why are you acting like this
I look him in the eyes and yell
Grace- OMG ITS CHARLI DAMELIO DIXIE DAMELIO AND NOAH BECK
loads of people come running over and ask to take photos with them
Noah- your in so much trouble
He holds on for me for as long as he can until he can't. So I walk away and out of the mall I saw this group of boys so I walked up to them
Grace- do any of you guys have weed
Boy- yeah
Grace- can I please get some I'll give to some cash
Boy- nah I don't want cash
Grace- ok thank you
All the boys walk off except the one with the weed
Boy- you know how to roll
Grace- yeah
He gives it to me and I roll it and he lights it for me
Grace- thanks, what's your name
Boy- Henry
Grace- I love that name
Henry- what about you
Grace- grace
Henry- well nice to meet you
Grace- you too
Henry- so do you mind me asking why you are by yourself
Grace- I am not my brother and his girlfriend and sister are in there
Henry- why aren't you with them
I shrug my shoulders
Henry- why are you smoking weed
Grace- to make everything calm down
Henry- oh I hope you are ok
Grace- yeah it's ok don't worry
Henry- you know you are very pretty
Grace- really
Henry- yeah why do you seemed shocked
Grace- no one has ever said it to me before and meant it
Henry- well I mean it
Grace- thank you
Henry- can I get your number
Grace- yeah
I give him my number. It's been like 30 minutes and I am pretty high now I have been talking to Henry and he is very nice
Grace- thanks for the weed
Henry- no problem if you ever need more just give me a text
Grace- thanks
Henry- can I do something
Grace- yeah
He leans over and starts kissing me and then it becomes a make out. He grabs my hand and takes me to an ally while we continue to make out
Henry- can I
He hints at my jeans and I nod my head he pulls them down and pulls his down
Henry- have you ever had sex before
Grace- yeah but not out of choice
Henry- well can I be your first with consent
Grace- I would love that
He pulled his trousers down and then put him self in me it felt so good. I don't know weather it was because I was high or not but it was so much nicer from the other times
Henry- are you good
Grace- so good
He continues
???- WHAT THE FUCK
I look over and see Noah
Noah- what are you doing
Grace- having a good time
Noah- this is unbelievable. Who the fuck are you
Henry- Henry
Noah- you are raping her
Henry- no I am not I asked her multiple times if she wanted to and she said yes
Noah- fuck off leave
He kissed me pulled up his trousers and left. I pulled up my jeans
Grace- you made him leave
Noah- fuck your high aren't you why do you do this
Grace- cus I can
We walk back to charli and Dixie
Noah- she's high
Dixie- seriously
Noah- and she was having fucking sex
Grace- it felt so good
Dixie- let's go back to mine you are to angry to drive
Noah- ok
We get in the car and start driving. I start speaking to charli I smoke quite a bit of weed so I am very out of it
Grace- charli
I whisper and laugh
Charli- yeah
She looks at me
Grace- have you ever had sex
Charli- umm
She looked kind of confused to be fair probably was a weird question to ask
Grace- that's a yes
Noah and Dixie were listening probably why she wasn't answering
Grace- it feels so good
She nods
Grace- well I did this time when my dad used to do it he was so rough and I was always in so much pain oh but you know the worse time is when he had 3 of his friends do it all at the same time
I chuckle
Grace- that was the worst I never knew why he enjoyed doing it so much cus it was always so sore now I see why
Noah- grace
Grace- yeah
Noah- how often did this happen
Grace- hmm depends usually once a day maybe twice but it's ok he must have liked the feeling and he got money for it so I guess it was worth it he said I deserved it and I was probably right
Noah- no no one deserves that
Grace- noah I am just a slut
Noah- no your not
Grace- it's ok I am ok with it
We pulled up outside the house I tried to step out the house but everything was spinning so I fell to the ground and started laughing
Grace- where the fuck am I
Dixie- your at my house
Grace- cool
She helped me up and directed me into the house
Grace- Dixie
Dixie- yeah
Grace- Does it feel nice when Noah you know
I chuckle
Dixie- umm yeah I guess
Grace- good I am glad
Dixie- thanks
We get inside there house
Grace- let's throw a party
Noah- you need to stop you need to eat and drink
Grace- I'll drink some alcohol
Noah- no come sit down
Grace- yes sir
I look at charli
Grace- he thinks he scares me news flash he doesn't
Noah- I am not trying to scare you just come sit down
Grace- I am getting there calm down
I go and sit and he places pasta and water infront of me
Noah- eat
Grace- I can't eat that
Noah- why not
Grace- I don't want to be fat
Noah- you are not fat you need to eat
Grace- Noah look at me
Noah- your gorgeous
Grace- stop don't lie you get in trouble for lying
Dixie- you are perfect the way you are
Grace- no offence but it means nothing come from any of you your all perfect you are all skinny 
Charli- so are you
Grace- no I am not just stop
I grab the pasta and tip the bowl onto the floor and pour the water on Noah's head
Grace- whoops that's my bad
Noah looks very mad but it's funny Dixie grabs his hand to pull him away from me. She obviously tells him something cus he leaves the room then dixie walks back over
Dixie- you need to pull yourself together
Grace- or what
Dixie- Noah is getting very mad
Grace- and
Dixie- you've taken this a bit far
Grace- and who are you my mom oh wait she didn't give to shits so fuck off
I start going towards the door
Charli- where are you going
Grace- I don't fucking know the orphanage
Then Dixie's mom and dad come in
Grace- oh fuck me in the ass
Marc- sorry
Dixie- she is high out of her mind
Heidi- what do you mean
Charli- we were at the mall and then she caused a scene and everyone wanted photos and she meet this boy and smoked weed and Noah saw them having sex and then she dumped water on Noah's head she is out of control
Grace- excuse me can I just get past
Heidi- where you going
Grace- why does anyone even care I used to leave all the time so it's fine
Marc- alright come here
He picks me up and it's like I get scared and shocked cus I can't move I am scared he is going to do something. He sits me on the couch and then sits next to me
Marc- what do you want to eat
I don't move
Dixie- I think she is scared of you dad
Marc- why
Dixie- umm her dad would beat her and do stuff that isn't nice
Marc- oh
He takes my hand and makes me look at him
Marc- you know I would never do anything like that to you
I feel tears threading to escape and then I few leave. He goes to wipe them and I flinch. Then Noah walks back in the room he had gone to change. I look at him and he looks away from me and it's like the high has all just gone and I have realised how much I have fucked up. I get up and walk over to him and hug him and start crying
Grace- I-I am s-sorry
Noah- why did you do it
Grace- I-I n-need e-everything t-to s-stop I-I n-never h-had c-control and t-taking d-drugs M-makes M-me f-feel n-normal
Noah- munch
Grace- I did a lot of bad stuff today I wish we could restart
Noah- I know but it's happened and I am still mad but we have a lot of things we need to talk about why didn't you tell me about dad
I burst out crying
Grace- what where you going to do there was no stopping him when he is drunk
Noah- I am so sorry
I nod my head and look at everyone else in the room then back at Noah
Grace- did I say or do anything to them
He nods his head
Noah- nothing bad but I think you should apologise
I walk over to charli and hug her
Grace- sorry for ruining your day
Charli- it's ok
She then whispers in my ear so no one else can hear
Charli- it does feel nice when me and chase have sex
I start laughing. I whisper back
Grace- did I really ask that
She nods her head
Grace- that's my bad
I go over to Dixie and hug her
Grace- sorry for taking time away from Noah
Dixie- I already told you it's ok don't worry about that but promise me you won't get High again
Grace- that's a big promise
Dixie- grace
Grace- I'll try
Dixie- that's all I can ask
I walk back over to Noah
Noah- your missing people
Grace- seriously
I go over to them
Grace- I am going to be completely honest I don't even remember you guys coming in
They laugh
Grace- sorry ???
Marc- that's ok can I ask you a question though
Grace- I guess
Marc- are you scared of me
Grace- umm
I look at Noah who looks curious as to what I am going to answer and I guess after today the best thing is for me to be honest
Grace- yea sorry it's not you it's just you know my parents weren't the best so I don't know I thought you guys where like them
Heidi- I promise you we won't hurt you
Grace- thanks
She gestures for I hug and I apprehensively go for one I know Marc didn't think he was going to get one and I was still scared so I didn't I just whispered sorry and walked back over to Noah. I jumped on him which startled him but he still caught me then I fall asleep in his arms.