Chapter 12

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The next morning I felt someone shaking me
Grace- can you let me sleep in for one time
Noah- no we are going to see someone this morning before we go to Bahamas
Grace- who is the person
Noah- you will see go get changed
Grace- fine
I was curious to know who this person was so I went and got changed. Charli gave me some of her clothes to wear so I put them on I was still half asleep and came back downstairs and then we got in the car and started to drive towards this building. My eyes were slowly close my eyes but Noah woke me up and we walked in. He filled out a few forms and then we sat down
Grace- where are we
Noah- you will see
I was too tired to really say anything or do anything so I just sat there until someone called my name. Noah grabbed my hand and we walked to this room.
???- hey guys, my name is Annie and I am a therapist
Then it hit me he tricked me I stood up and went to make a run for it but Noah grabbed me before I could get out the door
Grace- NO I DONT WANT TO BE HERE
Noah- I am trying to help you
Grace- NO I DONT NEED HELP
Noah- just try
Grace- PLEASE NO
He sat down and held me on his lap. If he was going to make me stay I am not going to speak
Annie- so grace I hear you have had quite a traumatic time since your brother left
I stayed quiet
Noah- she is trying to help you
I just look at him
Annie- ok, I understand that you don't want to be here or open up to a random person I don't expect you too but just so you know I am not here to judge you I am here to help
I just look down
Annie- ok so I am going to prescribe her some medicine to hopefully help her
Noah- ok perfect thank you so much
Annie- no problem
She goes and gets the medicine
Annie- so we will start today and you take one of all of these pills once a day
Noah- ok thank you
Annie- and we will see you again next week
Noah- great see you then thank you
We walk out the building and go back to his car I sit in the back this time and look out the window until we arrive back at charli and Dixie's house. We walk back in and I go sit on the couch
Dixie- how was your appointment
Grace- so you knew
Dixie- umm yeah
Grace- your a bitch
Noah- hey
Grace- shut the fuck up
Noah- right come here
He takes me over to the kitchen and sits me down with a glass of water and then sits down next to me with the pills.
Grace- I think the fuck not
I go to stand up but he pulls me back down
Grace- I am not taking the pills
Noah- yes you are
Grace- you can force me
Noah- I know
He takes it out and there are five pills. Then charli walks in
Charli- hey guys
Grace- hey charli do you want to go swimming
Charli- we are leaving soon I don't think we will have time
Grace- ok let's do something
Noah- I know what you are doing take the pills
Grace- no
Charli- is this from the therapist
Grace- so everyone fucking knew but me
Noah- you wouldn't go if you knew
Grace- you still should have told me
Noah- just take the pills
Grace- no
Noah- they are meant to help you
Grace- I don't care
I stand up and walk to the couch. He seems to give up because he just lets me go

A few hours later. I have just been scrolling on tik tok waiting to go
Marc- you guys already to go
Everyone says yes. So they start taking the cases out to the car and we get in. I sit next to charli but I have my headphones in I don't really want to make conversation. We arrive at the airport and go this weird way
Grace- where are we going
Dixie- to the plane
Grace- what about security
Dixie- since it's private you don't need to
Grace- where going on a private plane
Dixie- yeah
Grace- you are some rich motherfuckers
Noah- right you have had enough warnings
Grace- what you going to do
Noah- give me your phone
Grace- no
He snatches it out my hand
Grace- Noah give it back
Noah- you have be swearing constantly since you got here and I gave you multiple warnings
Grace- no one else gave a fuck give it back
Noah- the more you swear the longer you get it taken away for
Grace- your a dickhead
He grabs my hand and pulls me away
Noah- you keep swearing and we won't go
Grace- you wouldn't do that
Noah- want to bet
I don't say anything cus I do really want to go
Noah- come on let's go back
We go back over and get on the flight. We sit at this table that has four seats and Marc and Heidi sit at the two
Charli- shall we play cards
Dixie- what game
Charli- go fish
Dixie- sure
Charli- you guys want to play
Noah- yeah
Grace- no thanks
Noah- she'll play
Grace- no I won't
Noah- so what are you going to do
Grace- nothing
Noah- so just play
Grace- I don't want to
Noah- stop being difficult
Dixie- bub it's fine she doesn't have to
I just look out the window I feel my eyes well up am I really that difficult. I wipe away the few tears. few hours later. They bring food out for us to eat. Noah and charli swapped seats so Noah could sit next to me not really sure why but
Noah- eat please
Grace- I don't want to eat that it looks disgusting
Noah- try it first
I take a small bite a spit it back out
Grace- that is awful
Noah- ok then eat the other things
Grace- fine
I take a few small bites and cut the rest of it up to make it look like I had eaten more then I actually had. He then puts the pills back out and a glass of apple juice
Noah- take these
Grace- I already told you no
Noah- grace take the pill
Grace- no
Noah- are you going to make me force you
Grace- and how would you do that
Noah- you don't want to know so just take them
Grace- no
He pulls me on to his lap and restrains my arms with his legs and then holds my nose and when I gasped for air he put it in my mouth and then put his hand over and the forced orange juice down until i swallowed the pill. He kept repeating this I was crying
Grace- please stop
I had tears streaming down my face. But he didn't he stop. After I had had all of the 7 pills he stopped
Noah- don't make me do that again
I got off his lap so I was in the aisle
Grace- you think drugging me up is going to help don't you well I have tried so many different types and it doesn't work
Tears stream down my face I walk over to the door and start pulling on it
Grace- let me out
I pull harder
Grace- LET ME OUT PLEASE
one of the flight attendants pulls me off
Grace- LET GO I WANT TO GET OFF
Attendants- sorry you can't we are in the air
Dixie comes over
Dixie- is everything ok
Attendants- no she is trying leave
Dixie- oh sorry I'll take her
They let go off me so it's just me and Dixie
Dixie- are you ok
Grace- I want to get off
Dixie- look how high up we are you can get off yet
Grace- Dixie he just drug me up
Dixie- they are meant to help you
Grace- they don't
Dixie- he just wants what is best for you
Grace- he doesn't care he is forced to look after to me
Dixie- that is not true he loves you more then you will ever know
Grace- stop
Dixie- he missed you so much when he moved
Grace- really I wouldn't of know he never call or texted he doesn't care
Dixie- one day you will know he does
I shrug my shoulders
Dixie- come on let's go back
Grace- I don't want to see him
Dixie- come on just enjoy the holiday
Grace- can I use your phone to listen to music
Dixie- if you come back the the table
Grace- fine
Dixie- come on
We go back and she gives me her phone and I listen to music until we arrive. We get off the plane and go to the hotel where we are greeted by these people who give us these flower necklaces and then we head to our room
Heidi- right so obviously me and Marc in a room and then you guys have a connecting room so you can decide who is with who
Charli- ok thank you
They give us the keys and we go up
Noah- who is sharing with who
Charli- how about me and grace and then you two so you can have as much sex as you want
Dixie- CHARLI
She hits the back of her head and I laugh
Noah- ok perfect
They go in there room so it's just me and charli
Charli- what bed do you want
Grace- I don't care
Charli- ok
She goes on the one near the window so I go to the other one
Grace- hey what time is it
Charli- umm 11:45pm
Grace- oh it's quite late
Charli- yeah I am going to get ready for bed
Grace- ok
We both get ready and then Dixie and Noah come to say night
Dixie- night guys
We say night
Noah- good night
Charli- night
Noah- night grace love you
I ignore him and just stare at the ceiling. I go to my case to grab my teddies lamb Larry who I haven't slept without since I got him when I was like five and realised I forgot him. I started frantically looking for him pulling everything out
Charli- are you ok
Grace- no I left Larry
Charli- who's Larry
Grace- my lamb I haven't sleep without him since I was five
I was balling
Grace- I can't sleep without him
Charli- do you want me to get Noah
Grace- NO I am fine
I get back into bed and wipe away my tears
Charli- are you ok
Grace- yeah I am fine
Charli- ok good night
Grace- night

A few hours later charli is asleep and I am still wide awake Larry brings me comfort and without him I don't feel safe. I toss and turn for a few minutes before deciding to go to Noah's room. Our room had single bed where as there was a king size bed. I go in and shake him
Noah- are you ok
He says in a tired voice
Grace- I forgot Larry
I start crying
Noah- the lamb
I nod
Grace- I can't sleep without him
He opens his duvet and I get in and he wraps his arms around me
Noah- I know
Grace- I am still mad at you
Noah- I am sorry but I had too
Grace- you choose to
Noah- let's not do this right now
I agreed cus it was late
Grace- I feel bad I left Larry
Noah- why
Grace- he is all by himself. He kept me safe when I needed him he might be scared by himself
Noah- are you scared by yourself
Grace- I am fine when I have Larry
Noah- do I make you feel safe
Grace- sometimes
Noah- ok, try sleep Larry will be ok
He kissses my head and I slowly drift to sleep

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