Noah beck sister

Chapter 3

I woke up the next morning with Noah still wrapped around. I missed having him in my life and him holding me like this but I still hate him and want nothing to do with him so I jump out of bed really quick which wakes him up
Noah- was that really necessary
Grace- I told you to go
Noah- I know
Grace- then why did you stay
Noah- cus I wanted to be with you
Grace- well I didn't
Noah- you can push me away all you want but I am not leaving you
Grace- stop I don't want you
He gets up and hugs me but I just push him away and go to the bathroom and start getting ready when I come back out he is gone so I go downstairs
Blake- hey kiddo
Grace- yeah
Blake- still got the attitude
Grace- shut the fuck up I don't even know you
Blake- don't use that sort of language
Grace- I don't even know who you are so if you think I am going to listen you need to get a grip
Bryce- wow someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed
Grace- shut the fuck up, can none of you just be quiet
Blake- right you need to stop
Grace- or what
I literally met these people yesterday and they think they have some sort of control over me like what are the actually going to do
Blake- watch yourself
Grace- what I thought you are going to do a single thing bitch
And then Noah walks in
Noah- what is going on
Bryce- she's out of control
I death stare him
Blake- she keeps swearing
Grace- so what you fucking idiots do it all the time
Noah- that doesn't mean you get to
Grace- yeah have no authority over me so piss off
Noah- I would watch yourself
Grace- you don't scare me
Noah- I am not trying to
Grace- hmm
Noah- that's what I thought, now do you want to go to the mall and get a few things you don't really have much
Grace- and why do you think that is
Noah- Ik I am sorry come on let's go
Grace- fine
We get in the car and start driving to the mall
Noah- you know I want to make it up to you
Grace- it's to late for that
The rest of the car ride was silent then we got into the mall fans started to recognise Noah we literally couldn't even get to a store before he was recognised
Fan 1- hey can we please take a picture
Fan 2- yes please we love you so so much
Noah- ofc
He starts taking pictures and then sooner or later there were was a whole line of people. So I just sat down on a bench and went on my phone but the security kicked Noah out so he stopped taking photos and grabbed my hand which caught me off guard
Noah- come on we've got to go
Fan1- who is she
Noah- no one bye guys it was nice meeting you all
Fan 2- bye Noah we love you
He kept a hold of my hand until we got away from everyone and we got in the car. I was mad we didn't even get to go to any shops and him saying I was no one hurt
Noah- sorry about that
Grace- mhm
Noah- are you mad
Grace- idk
Noah- oh
We drove home is silence and as soon as I got home I ran up to my room all my emotions are starting to come to the surface it's killing me. I grab my vape pen and take few hits which calms me down a bit and then Noah knocks which startled me so I quickly hid my vape and just sat on the bed he then came in and sat next to me
Noah- are you mad about the mall
Grace- no not really idk
Noah- are you mad we didn't go shopping
Grace- no you I am mad that you called me no one
Noah- oh I didn't think that would bother you
Grace- being called no one wouldn't not hurt I get that I am no one but actually hearing it hurts
Noah- I didn't mean it like that
Grace- well you said it so
Noah- I didn't think you wanted the internet to know who you are
Grace- I don't
Noah- then who did you want me to say you were
Grace- I don't know just stop
Noah- no I am doing this for you I want to help you
Grace- stop leave get out just stop
He gets the hint and leaves I go get in the bath and put the shower all the way up so it is practically burning me I wanted to scream but I deserve it. I didn't feel like it was doing much so I grabbed my razor and made a few cuts. One for my dad dying one for my mum dying one for being a disappointment one for Noah one for la I had made ten cuts and decided that was enough so I cleaned my self up and then got in to bed for a bit. A few hours later I felt someone shaking me
Grace- what is your problem with waking me up
Noah- we are going out for dinner
Grace- no thank you
Noah- it wasn't really a choice
Grace- I am good thanks
Noah- ok well we are going to mr and mrs damelios house for dinner so you can finally meet Dixie
Grace- no thank you
Noah- just get ready
I thought about it and I kind of wanted to meet them but I want going to I want to meet them but they also took Noah way from me so i don't even know at this point I have so many emotions and I I hate it. I got changed and put on jeans and crop top and curled my hair. Then Noah came back in
Noah- ready to go
Grace- no
Noah- come on you might actually like them
Grace- I doubt it
He then grabbed my hand and practically dragged me to the car we then drove to there house and it was bigger then sway I didn't even think that was possible
Noah- come on let's go
Grace- no I don't want to
I started freaking out what if they hate me what if they are just like my mum and dad
Noah- your ok they are really nice people
Grace- I don't care I don't want to
He got out the car and put his hand out for me to grab it I grab it hesitantly
Noah- come on
We walk to the door and he knocks and mr damelio answered the door
Marc- hey Noah
Noah- hey mr damelio
Marc- come inside
Noah- thank you
We walked in and stayed near Noah as I was kind of scared to meet them all then a tall skinny dark haired girl came over and kissed Noah so I figured it was Dixie
Dixie- hey Noah
Noah- hey Dix
Dixie- and you must be grace
Grace- yeah
Dixie- I've heard so much about you I couldn't wait to meet you in person
Grace- oh
She's heard so much about me that must mean Noah did talk about me maybe he did miss me
Dixie- come on we can go meet charli you guys are close in age
I just nodded and we walked into the kitchen
Heidi- hey Noah
Noah- hey mrs damelio
Then she started walking towards me so I got very close to Noah and started squeezing his arm if she was anything like my mum she was either about to hit me or have a psychotic episode but instead she just came over to me
Heidi- and you must be grace
I didn't answer I just squeezed Noah tighter he whispered in my ear
Noah- your ok she isn't going to hurt you
Grace- y-yeah
And then another girl walked in I assumed this was charli
Dixie- and this is charli
Charli- hi
Noah- hey char
I just stayed quiet and then the same person that opened the door came in so I got much closer to Noah if that was even possible I was holding on to him as right as I could
Dixie- and this is my dad the person that opened the door
Grace- h-hi
Marc- hey
We all sat on the couch while mrs damelio finished making the dinner I was sat practically on to of Noah I think he was happy to see me actually being near him and kind of speaking to him well I am silent right now I think he is also concerned about how quiet and shy I am being. Then we were called for dinner we all sat down
Noah- this looks amazing thank you mrs damelio
They were all talking and having a good time they tried including me but I didn't really respond I also wasn't really eating so Noah whispered to me
Noah- stop playing with it and eat it
Grace- no you don't control
Noah- don't make a scene and eat it
Grace- no
Noah- stop right now
I guess everything I was holding in finally came out I was jealous of how well they all got On as a family why we weren't my parents like that
Grace- NO FUCK YOU
I yell and he looks at me shocked like everyone else
Noah- sit back down and apologise
Grace- NO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
I try running but he grabs me
Grace- YOU LEFT ME YOU KNEW WHAT THEY WERE LIKE AND YOU STILL LEFT ME
Noah- Ik I am sorry
Grace- NO YOU DONT SAY SORRY WHY COULDNT THEY BE LIKE THIS WHY COULDNT WE BE A NORMAL FAMILY
I was still fighting his grip
Noah- I don't know why they were like that
I have tears streaming down my face
Grace- I HATE YOU
Noah- don't say that
Grace- I SAW THEM
My voice softens a bit and Noah pulls me into a hug
Grace- I saw them he had a needle in his arm and she had sliced her wrists open it was everywhere there was blood everywhere
Noah- I am sorry I am so sorry I left you
Grace- I needed you and you left
Noah- I am not leaving again
I could feel everyone looking at me I can't believe I just did that I let my walls down fuck. Noah held me for a few minutes until a pulled myself together and pushed him away and just sat back down like nothing had happened
Noah- why don't we go home
Grace- no just leave me  alone I don't want to be anywhere with you
With that I run out the house and run as far as I can as fast as I can

Noah's pov-
After she broke down we where all a bit shocked and looking at each other but in a matter of minutes she was back to normal. I think I am going to have to look into therapy for her. Once she sits down she sprints off I chase after her but she is a lot faster then I thought but eventually I got to her and grabbed her she kept trying to fight my grip but I just held on to her tighter
Grace- LET ME GO
Noah- I am not leaving you again
Grace- please let me go
Noah- I am so sorry I left you
She then fell to her knees and started balling her eyes. I feel really bad but I think there was something deeper going on that I need to get to the bottom of. She calmed down after a while I just held her and stroked her and reassured her. I picked her and brought her back to the damelios house and sat down on the couch with her on my chest as she has gone to sleep. Once I knew she was asleep I took her off my chest and walked outside. I started to think about it it was all my fault that she is like this now I felt tears threaten to fall and eventually I couldn't could it in anymore and my tears escaped. That's when I felt someone wrap there arms around me
Dixie- she's ok
Noah- no she's not and it's my fault
Dixie- bub what's happens happened you just need to be there for her now
Noah- she won't let me I don't know what to do
Dixie- I know you just need to be there for her and reassure her you are not leaving
Noah- thanks dix
Dixie- come on let's go back inside
I go back inside and pull grace back on to my chest which slightly wakes her up

Graces pov-
Once I realised it was Noah I tried pushing myself off of him but he just held me tighter
Noah- it's ok I know your mad but just let me hold you
I thought about it and I wanted him to hold me forever and not let go. I closed my eyes and fell asleep