He puts his arms around my waist with his hands slowly getting closer to my butt. It doesn't feel right tho, but we're drunk so that's alright, isn't it? He leans to me, sharpens his lips and closes his eyes. God is he gonna kiss me again? He's like the worst kisser in earth. I still pull myself together and lean to him. Just seconds before our lips touch someone storms out of the house and rushes to us. Oh god please no.
With a straight face my ex throws a punch at that guy who is really pissed. „WHAT IS YOU FUCKING PROBLEM TOM?!" I scream at him but he ignores it. „You know this guy?" Before I can answer, he does. „Didn't you see that she was fucking uncomfortable?" Tom says in a calm voice but throws another punch before the guy rushes away with one hand covering his right eye.
He turns to me and reaches out for my hand but I pull away. „What is your god damn Problem! It's fucking over if you don't remember!" I shout and storm inside, past my friends and upstairs to my room where I lock the door after falling on my bed. Everything is spinning but that's to blame on the Shots I had.
The next day I wake up from the sunlight shining through the window. I didn't even care to undress yesterday. Gosh how late was it even? Tired and with a massive headache I change into a cozy outfit.
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I unlock the door and rush to the bathroom where I take a quick shower and put some light makeup on. From downstairs I can already hear some chattering of my friends. As I walk down the stairs into the kitchen everyone is staring at me in complete silence. „Do I have toothpaste in my face?" I ask and Emily smiles. „I made you some coffee Elia." „Thanks, have it for yourself. I don't drink coffee." I remind her Eule walking to the living room.
Tom is lying on one of the two sofas so I roll my eyes, turn on the TV and sit down on the other one. „Where have you been yesterday?" I turn in my phone and go on Instagram. „What are you? My Dad?" I answer without taking my eyes off of my phone. Emily jumps next to me and pulls her legs close to her body. „What's up?" „I have this test I need to study for tomorrow." I answer her annoyed and she just giggles. „What's so funny?" I ask just to break this strong tension. „Well you should've thought about that before you went out yesterday." She's right tho.
Later that day I study in my room as Max walks in. „It's your day for cooking." „Yeah, I'm almost finished." He comes inside and sits down on my small bed. „You've been studying so much and you're so good already." He says trying to get my attention. „I think you're just hungry." „Yeah that too." He says and we both laugh. I close the book loud and get up where suddenly everything goes black so I grab the chair. „Are you alright?" My Vision slowly comes back. „Yeah, thanks." I say since he's standing at my side.
I cook some spaghetti and afterwards I dress up good again. „Where are you going?" Tom asks as he stops at my room. „I got invited to a party." „What the hell is wrong with you? You never went on Parties." „Yeah well now I do. Do you have a problem with that?" I Pause but don't let him answer. „Oh Wait- I don't care." With that I grab my phone off the bed and walk past him while bumping into him on purpose. He grabs my arm and pulls me back to him. „Don't go Elia, please." He looks me deep in the eyes. Gosh how much I missed these beautiful brown eyes.
I still free myself and head downstairs.
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„Holy shit! You Are hot!" Emily screams as she sees me. „You sure you don't wanna hook up with me?" I chuckle and kiss her on the cheek. Max hugs me from behind in his joggers. „Be careful and send me your location so I can pick you up." I show him a thumbs up and wink at him, then I leave the apartment and get to the party by an Uber.
It's like last night, I notice many people again, even the guy from yesterday night, his eye is dark blue and purple. He doesn't seem to notice me tho. That's when a random blonde guy comes up from behind. „Oh my gosh you scared me Adam." I say laughing and put a hand in my chest. „Damn you look hot. Come and play truth or dare." He grabs my hand and pulls me through the house to the what I believe is the living room.
We play a few rounds but after a few beers and shots I realize that I don't feel to good. „Ay, I think I'm gonna go." I say in Adams ear. „To your way to overprotective ex you mean? How does that look to him?" „Yeah but I really don't feel so good." He nods and kisses me on the cheek. I stand up and walk away as a group of drunk guys approach me. „Hey hottie." „Hey guys." I say awkward and wanna leave but they won't let me through. „Where are you going so fast?" „Home. Have fun." I say and wanna get past them but they won't let me.
One of them claps my ass so I turn to him and wanna push him but he catches my hand. „Oh You're a naughty little Girl." he says and laughs. No matter how hard I try, he won't let go of my hand. One of his friends reaches out to my boob and I also wanna throw a punch at him but he also catches my arm. „Where do you wanna go now?" „Come on, have fun with someone else, I really need to go." I say and slowly start to panic. My gut tells me what's about to happen but I still don't wanna accept it and try to fight back somehow.
„Come on upstairs, you can rest there." One of them says and they start walking towards the stairs. I of course try to free my arms. „There are people around everywhere." „They don't care honey. "They drag me upstairs and find an empty bedroom. I fight back tears but they won't let go. They're more than five so even if I would be able to free one of my arms, it wouldn't help much. The guys push me on the bed and hold my arms and legs down while laughing manic. All over my skin are goosebumps and I am so scared.
The black haired guy leans over me, our faces are only a few inches apart. „You're gonna love it." He says and then grabs my boobs. He enjoys to massage them. „Okay stop. You had your fun now let me go." They just laugh while the guy gets down until he reaches the end of my skirt. His hand is cold on my thigh. A tear runs down my cheek and I just close my eyes. He gently pulls my skirt up. „Stop it!" I scream as loud as I can but one of the others holding my arms covers my mouth with his hand.
Suddenly they stop and a few seconds later they rush out of the room. Outside I just hear screaming and they all run downstairs. As I look outside the window I see a police car. They couldn't have come here to a better time. I jump up and also run away. During my way home I can't stop crying and as I finally reach the door and get inside, they're all waiting for me. „What happened?" Emily immediately asks me as she sees me but I just head upstairs to my room.
As fast as possible I undress and put on my joggers and a hoodie. Max comes inside and wants to hug me. I suddenly panic. „Don't touch me!" I shout and jump away from him. Completely shocked he leaves me alone. I cover myself in a blanket and try to muffle my crying. I knew this was a bad idea, it was obvious. Tom even told me to stay here and Max told me to be careful. It was so fucking obvious.
It knocks at my door so I stretch my head out to look who it is. Emily leans in the doorframe and smile softly. „Do you wanna talk?" I shake my head. „Do you want ice cream?" She holds up some ice cream and two spoons. I also shake my head. She puts it down in my desk and sits down on the bed. „Look I don't know what happened but you should talk to someone. If not me, then to Tom or Max." I just nod so she would leave me alone again.
