Forever Loved

01

"Whore get up and go to school"

Well that's my lovely mother if you may ask . She has this very strong opinion about me but seems to know  nothing.

It's just me and my mom , my dad left when I was about six years old and now I'm seventeen so it's been awhile.

I hear crying so I get up and walk over to the crib " oh my sweet princess " I pick up my baby girl Natalia . She is the sweetest little angel, when she wants to be .

She calms down after I rock back and forth , " okay mommy's going to put you down so she can get ready for school okay " i say in a calm tone .

I place her back in her crib and head to my bathroom that is connected to my bedroom. That's the thing about being the only child when there is a good room you get it .

I turn on the shower and let it heat up , while taking my clothes off I stand in the mirror and look at my body .

It has scars and bruises all over , I turn around before I start to judge myself. I quickly get in the shower and let the warm water loosen my tense muscles .

After standing and letting the water hit my skin I start to wash up . I use a coconut shampoo and conditioner then I use a vanilla body wash . After I rinse all the soap off my body I turn the water off and grab two towels one for my hair and one for my body .

I step out the shower and wipe the mirror from all the steam . Just then I hear whining so I walk out and head to her crib . " really mommy can't take a shower for ten minutes " I say in a silly time which causes her to giggle.

I smile at my beautiful baby girl then walk over to my dresser " alright baby what should mommy wear?"she looks at me like I speaking zombie.

Since Natalia wasn't any help I chose to wear a white cropped shirt with light blue jeans and a zip up black hoodie. Now for Natalia's outfit I just put on a black t-shirt with a pair of black biker shorts .

I grab my bag and Natalia's diaper bag I open my bedroom door and walk to the kitchen . " oh look the slit finally shows her face " I roll my eyes .

" don't talk like that infront of my child " I say " I will talk however I want to " the she walks off . I grab a packet of my breast milk out of the freezer and put it in a bottle .

I heat it up then grab my car keys from the table where I set them last night and walk to the front door . I slide on my Nike slides and walk out the door .

I unlock my white hellcat that has red splatters that imitate blood being splattered. I put Natalia in her car seat then start the car up .

It makes a loud roar , I put the AC on and turn on Disney songs for Natalia . I drive off to Nancy's dinner .

I arrive and park the car " ready to go baby girl" I undo her seatbelts and pick her up . I lock the car then open the door to the dinner , the bell above the door rings .

" Nancy " I call out " Zoelin back here " I walk into the back . " oh my baby " she grabs Natalia from me " can you watch her a little later I have something I have to do " I smile .

" you know I don't mind but you better be safe " she gives me a stern look and I nod ." Of course I'm going to be safe do you know who I am" . " yeah your a pain in my but " I put my hand to my heart " Nancy how rude " .

She laughs then shoes me off " by baby girl" I kiss her cheek then say bye to Nancy then head to school. If your wondering Nancy watches Natalia when I'm at school and when I have things to do .

She is like the mother I always wanted and she makes sure I stay on track unlike my real mother who musta calls me a Whore or slut then gets drunk every night .