Forever Loved

18

Today I got an unpleasant text from my mother and to say it has ruined my mood all day would be an understatement. " Alright princess mommy is going to go somewhere. " I place a kiss on her cheek " be good " she gives me a toothy grin .

" drive safe and if you need me let me know " Zamire kisses me on the lips . He is volunteered to watch her while I go have this unwanted chat with my mother . I get in the car and type in the address to the location she gave me , I started the engine and zoomed off .

'Just tell me what your doing with that other guy' start to play and blasts through my speakers . "yea" I make a right turn into a sketchy parking lot " did you get there safely " my heart beats 100mph " yeah just got here and it looks super sketchy " .

I turn the car off and put the phone up to my ear " text me if you need me to come " I say I will then hung up . The bell above the door rings as I walk in " hi welcome to bros and booze can I see some id " . " I'm not here to drink I'm here to -" I spot my mom in the back taking to some guy " her" I push pass him and walk over to her .

" ahh " my mom shouts on the top of her lungs " there is my very amazing daughter " she tries to hug me but I back away . " what did you want to talk about " I stand infront of her " well first it's so rude of me this is Tom " she points to a tall white man with crooked teeth and lustfull eyes .

" this is-" I cut my mom off " non of your business now you have 2 minutes or I'm leaving " . " okay okay , I wanted to tell you I got evicted and I need a place to stay " she can't be serious I start to laugh . " I think the alcohol is getting to your brain because you must be on cloud nine thinking I'm going to help you " I sneered.

" But Z I'm your mother and I need help" she stands up and wobbles all over " Now you better give me some money or we are going to have a problem " . She slurs " How bout NO" she lifts her hand to smack me but I catch it and twist it " Now what kind of mother slaps there own kid .huh? Right speechless now if you even try that again I won't let you off with a nice twist " .

I throw her arm down and walk out of the bar . I punch the wall with how irritated I am . Then I jump Into my car and drive home , I make it back within 15 minutes. I park the car and lock it , then make my way to the elevator. It dings and I walk in , as I wait for my floor I look at my bloody hands " I did it again " I whisper to myself .

The elevator dings and I walk to my door , I unlock it and walk in . I take my shoes off and throw my keys on to the counter . " Mama" I hear Natalia shout from somewhere, I look on the couch and see Zamire and Natalia cuddled up together watching an ocean documentary.

Natalia is super happy and Zamire is fast alseep " hi princess " I grab Natalia from a sleepy Zamire and give her loads of kisses " mama hand " she pints to my bruised up and bloody hands . " I'm fine princess mama just has some issue she need to handle that's it" .

She lays her head on my shoulder as I sway my hips back and forth while learning about great whites . I feel arms wrap around my legs, so I turn my head and see Zamire hugging my legs " your back" he looks up at me " yeah " he smiles at me then that smile turns into a concerned look" what happened " .

He takes Natalia from me and places her on his lap as he grabs me by my hips and pulls me down as well " it's nothing " " then touch it " I look at him " what?" . " if it's nothing then touch it " he goes to touch it but I move away " that's what I thought " .

" princess mama and I are going to do something real quick is that okay " she nods while focusing on the tv . He gets up and drags me to the bathroom "jump " I jump on him as he places me on the counter . " where's - it's in the cabinet under the sink " I finish what he was going to ask .