Jurdan(Modern) roomates

Nicasia

Carden's POV:

Phew, crisis averted! Sort of. I think as I stare at the cream ceiling. I feel like I went a bit over the edge saying I regretted every second of what happened between us.

I actually didn't really regret it at all. What I regret is that look on her face as I told her I didn't want her.

My biggest regret was that it was her first time with a male. Her First time. Technically we didn't go all the way. But it still counts. When you lose your virginity to someone you expect to be together a while. Not be pushed away the following day.

I don't know what I can do to make it better.

Why don't you just make it clearer that you don't want her? I think.

Well how in hell would I do that? Especially when some part part of me does want her...

For some reason the name Nicasia came to mind. Then an idea popped into my brain. It was a pretty dumb idea.

Well since I probably can't Fix the situation... Why not make it undoubtedly clear that I'm not interested?.

I have the perfect idea.

I grab my phone which rests beside my pillow and go to messenger. I scroll until I find "🧞Nicasia🧞".

I tap on the name and open my key board.

Me🥵: Hey Nicky

🧞Nicasia🧞: Hey loser.

🧞Nicasia🧞:Why you texting now?

🧞Nicasia🧞: You haven't messaged your dear best friend in sooo lonngg. I was beginning to think you forgot about me.

Me👑: I could never forget about you Nicky.

🧞Nicasia🧞: Ohh stop with that nickname.

🧞Nicasia🧞: So what's up?

Me👑: I was just wondering...

🧞Nicasia🧞: Yes?...

Me👑: .. if you wanted to come over sometime today or .. tonight? 😉

🧞Nicasia🧞:oh.. I would love that.

🧞Nicasia🧞:...

Me👑: What's wrong?

🧞Nicasia🧞: Who are you trying to make jealous?

Jealousy was not what I was going for..    Me👑: No one.

🧞Nicasia🧞: Mmhmm.. I mean I'm all in, just tell me who.

Me👑: okay. It's Jude.

🧞Nicasia🧞: Really? That girl you are sharing the apartment with?

Me👑: Ya..

🧞Nicasia🧞: Yeah okay whatever. I'll come tonight at 9 o'clock to make it extra suspicious.

Me👑: Yup, the later the better. Just so you know we are just making Jude jealous. We aren't actually going to do anything.

🧞Nicasia🧞: Yeah yeah ik. This isn't the first time you've asked me to do something like this. A few kisses and hand stuff is all that's allowed right?

Me 👑: You got it. See you then.

🧞Nicasia🧞: Cya then 😉😘

I turned off the screen and placed my phone back beside my pillow. Was this a smart idea? Probably not.

I hate Jude. I hate that she makes me feel bad. I hate that she makes so much mess. But most of all, I hate the power she has over me. How she makes me feel about her....

At least she'll think I'm not interested. Though I think I am. I just need to make up my mind. Do I want her. Or do I not.

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Author:
Sorry this isn't really the best chapter. I know I said id update every day but I've been busy. I'll still update regularly.

BTW I will also be starting another story. But it's basically just oneshots of Throne of Glass, ACOTAR, The cruel prince etc etc