Jurdan(Modern) roomates

Aftercare

Jude's POV:

Carden gets up and walks out of the kitchen, leaving me laying on the cool tiles. Jeez, just leave then. But he isn't gone for long. He comes back with a cloth, a bucket and some clothes.

"What's that for?" I ask, staring pointedly at the bucket and cloth.

"I thought I'd help clean you up" He said. My heart warmed. "If, that's okay with you?"

"Yeah I'm okay with that"

He sits and dips the cloth into the warm water. He ever so gently grabs my thighs and brings the cloth to them. He gently dabbs between my legs, running the cloth down the centre of me. I shiver.

He lifts one lip up, and uses his tongue to "clean up" there. My breasts become heavy again. But he pulls away and continues dabbing with the cloth. He eventually finishes, then drops the rag back into the bucket and looks me in the eyes

"Are you alright?" He asks gently

"Yes, of course!," I reply brightly "why wouldn't I be?"

"I mean... I didn't.. hurt you, did I? I was a bit rough..."

"No!!" I cut him off. "Nononono!! Don't be silly Carden. You didn't hurt me. It was.. good."

His face seems to relax. "Okay." He says. "Okay, good."

He hands me my clothes. I take them from him as he turns towards the hall, and walks into his room.

Carden's POV:

What have I done? I think in my head.
Nononono. What have I done?!

Now that I've gone and slept with her, she's going to want to become all lovey Dovey.

Or maybe she'll even ask me to become her boyfriend. "Ugh" I sigh.
what will I dooo?

Thoughts swirl around in my head before I drift into a restless slumber.

————---—The Next Day——————

Jude's POV:

Oh my gosh, what am I going to say when I see him? My cheeks flush, as I remember what we did in the kitchen. Carden looking down at me, desire clear on his face as he stroked my heat. Carden lifting me onto the counter and kissing me passionately. How his tongue moved on my skin.

Stop, stay focused... What am I going to say to him.

We didn't really talk after. Just when he cleaned me up and asked if I was alright. Then he had walked back to his room and shut the door.

While my mind was filled with the events of last night, I failed to notice as Carden's door creaked open, and as his heavy footfalls trailed down the echoing hall.

I had decided to make a tea. Yes a tea would be lovely. And I was about half-day through doing this when I felt somebody staring at my back. I knew it was Carden and slowly turned towards him.

God's he's beautiful. I think.

Carden's silky hair falls slightly across his face, the raven curls veiling his beautiful eyes. I remember how it felt to pull on his hair as he ate me out.

Gosh stop it. Stopitstopitstopit. While two halves of my brain were fighting over what I should do or say, I realised I was staring. I blushed and looked down.

He took a step toward me. "Hey" I say quietly.

'hey'? Is that all you got you dumb ass mother fu-

"Hey," he replies neutrally. His face is blank.

Carden's POV:

Okay dingus, how are we gonna tell her we aren't interested?

Be nice her calmly explain that you don't want a relationship? And that you just want things the way they were???

That would be the better thing to do. Rather than be horrible to her like I was the other day. But if I say it in a nice way it'll just hurt her feelings more.

Plus, I've never been real good at kindness... But I shouldn't be too mean.  I'll just be straight forward. No holding back.

Jude's POV:

"Um soo... About-" I start but Carden cuts me off.

"I don't want a relationship." He blurts.

I look at him, low-key shocked.

"I don't want anything lovey Dovey. I don't want you around me all the time. Being clingy. I know you'll be that way, I can tell by the way you stutter when you're around me, when your cheeks flush. Last night was an experiment. I don't intend to do it again. I just want things how they were before"

The world slows. I didn't want anything serious yet either. Yet. I was still hoping we could be more than we were before.

"Oh.." I say. "Okay that's.. fine... So we won't be doing anything like last night again?"

"No we will not," He replies.

Oh no.

"Um ... Is this because I wasn't good at it... I mean I know I didn't really do anything for you last night... And it was my first time with a man.."

"That was your first time?" He asks stunned.

"Well yeah, but well-"

"Jude, stop please." An undertone of annoyance was creeping into his voice. "Just stop. I told you what I want from you: nothing. I want no romantic relation with you at all."

"Woah" I blurt. Tears suddenly filled my eyes. "It wasn't me who made the first move, was it Carden? You did. You're the one who cornered me against the kitchen counter and kissed me. If you didn't want a relationship why did you kiss me at all!? Why did you decide to fuck me?"

I say, almost crying and yelling at the same time.

"I may have made the first move, I may have cornered you against that counter and kissed you, then fucked you on the tiled floor, but I regret every second of it, believe me" His voice was lethally calm and quiet.

"You have no idea how much I'm now regretting it now" I mutter as tears drip off my chin

"I'm going back to my room." I say as sobs rack my body. I try to think of something humorous to say.

"I think I caught some nasty bug from being so close to you. I better get some rest"
The sentence came out dry and oddly nasally. My nose was clogged from crying.  

Carden was looking at me sorrowfully. As if he regretted his earlier words.

As I walked past him, he grabbed my arm. I turned and gave him such a murderous glare that he let go. I walked into my room, and didn't come out for a long, long while.
             
                         1087 words
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Author:
Hello darlingss. Just a little heads-up that Nicassia will be in some of the following chapters. We all need a TW when it comes to that bi$h. And btw I update every few days. Check back to see when I upload more Xx ❤️😘