eddie,my love🤍

can you keep a secret?

1 month later:
it's finally summer break and me and Eddie and the group have gotten closer and have been hanging out more, and planning more DND campaigns. eddie and his friends were about to leave "come on eddie, let's go!" gareth yelled. "I'll be there in a second!" eddie yells. eddie comes running up the stairs to my room. "knock knock, may i come in?" eddie says "yes" i giggled by just hearing his voice. he opens my door, while I set down my book. he comes sitting in front of me on my bed. he smiled. his smile reminds me of mom. my eyes get teary just from thinking about her.

"y/n, what's wrong?" he said with a calming voice, his smile fading. "nothing eddie, im fine." i say sniffling and wiping away my tear. "y/n..." eddie said. i wasn't supposed to talk about it, well that's what my step dad said. but i feel like i could trust eddie enough. "can- can you keep a secret?" i say with a sigh. "of course i can.." eddie said looking in my eyes. he grabbed one of my hands softly. "my..my mom she died, awhile back? and um when you smile, it- it reminds me of her.." i say stuttering. just saying that made me start breaking down. god it was so embarrassing. "im sorry, i really am this must be so embarrassing-" he cuts me off. "oh y/n.. why are you apologizing? you did nothing-" i cut him off. "because i didn't go with her. i had a choice eddie, a choice. but i decided to go with my step dad instead of my mom who has been there since day 1. who saw me take my first steps, who fed me my first meal. it's should have been me eddie, me, not her." i say with a shaky voice. i break down even more.

"y/n, it's not your fault. and you should never think that. im so sorry." he pulls me in for a hug. i felt safe, i felt like this is the person that i wanna be with for the rest of my life. the person i wanna graduate with, the person i want to be in my life and never leave. i cry in his shoulder, he whispers to me. "your okay y/n."

do i like eddie?

a/n- hey guys! so i might not be writing my next chapter tell a week or two bc i will be very busy! im so sorry that i will be leaving you on a cliffhanger. i love you guys! have a great week🤍.   ~c