Please don't say you love me...
and please don't make me say I love you...
Cause if I tell you how I feel then it all becomes real. I'm exposed to you enterally because of those words.
I'm too scared to have it become real, because if its real then I'll hurt you.
And if you say you love me then it'll end in pain.
I can't handle being loved so I'll push you away until you leave, even if I don't want to be alone.
Maybe one day I can learn to not hurt the people I love, but for now, please leave me so I don't have to hurt you.
