Hindi ko mapigilan ang aking sarili sa pag iyak dahil sa biglaang hiwalayan namin ni kian. I cried most of the time na halos pulang pula na ang aking mga mata at hindi na halos makahinga sa pag iyak.
I know this is all my fault,i assumed that everything will be great forever but no it didn't.
Namimiss kona si kino,pero bakit pa?!manloloko siya,niloko nyako. Kinuha nya ang oportyunidad pqra saktan ako.
Sa ex nyapa talaga nya naisipang kumerengkeng ano,sa dami nang babae dito sa mundo. At pinagsisihan ko rin na sya ang pinili ko. An dami pa namang lalaki dyaan sa mundo ah.
"Kaya moto kelly" i sighed "kaya moto"i said facing myself in the mirror
Lumabas nako sa cr para tignan ulit si keziah. I know she's been in through a lot right now pero Hindi lang naman sya eh,ako rin!pero inuna ko sya kaysa sa sarili ko dahil mahal ko ang mga kaibigan ko
"Its okay kelly"kylie comforted "keziah will be okay"
"P-pero paano kong hindi?" I cried
"Kami na bahala kay keziah,kelly."violet said "you need rest,napaka putla muna,and also your g-grades"
"Alam ko,pero paano si keziah?"i stuttered
"Were here kelly"natalie added
They nodded like they're agree to each others decision,i wanna rest but what about keziah?what if she needed me? I couldn't help but to think more deeper and deeper. I needed someone too,who can lay his shoulder and lend his ear to listen to me. But no one does.
Kino was the only treasure i have those time but just like diamond or precious they're always get robbed on us while our eyes were close.
I wanted to call him,to hugged him and a lot things to do. I wanna ask him what about the promises he gaved,was he gonna broke it?
Suddenly ang mga hinayupak kong kamay ay inistalk sya sa instagram. Ewan ko kung biglang pumasok sa utak ko iyon.
Wala naman syang baging upload except on ford na may bagong story sa Instagram. Kino was there,drunk. Hes wearing a suit na mukhang galing lamang sya sa isang meeting,while the other side a girl was flirting with him. The girl's dress look so expensive and revealing showing her back and her boobs. Caption lang naman ni ford doon ay [hanging out with firends]
Mahal na mahal ko talaga siguro si kino dahil napaiyak ulit ako. Ayoko nang umiyak nakakapagod na rin kase!
Natulog ako nang late kaagabi kaya late din akong nagising sa ngayon. I cooked my breakfast and got up to leave,may pasok na eh.
Pagka pasok ni proof angdami nyang lecture ma sinabi,bla bla bla. Di ako makapag focus because of what I'd so at ford's story.
Natapos na ang klase saka nako umuwi,naglakad na muna ako dahil napaka tagal nang driver ko. Suddenly i bump jnto,k-kino.What is he doing here?
Inunahan ko ang tahimik na dumaan sa aming dalawa,kailangan kong confrontahin sya. I hate him.
"Why you choose to let me go?!" I started
"Because that's what you want to" he said avoiding my eyes "freedom" he said in a lower tone
"What about the promises?" I ask crying
"Babawiin ko nalang kelly"he said and left
Napaka sakit marinig lahat ng pangako nya saakin ay babawiin nyalang nang ganon. Alam kong mali nya pero parang ako yung makasalanan dito eh,ako yung nanggugulo pa!
Alam kong mahirap gawin pero kakayanin ko para sa sarili ko at sa pangarap ko,i wont give up easily because of what kian did. I could never forgive him though.
Yes i badly want have a beautiful and happy memories with him but now it all gone,it feels like whenever i talk about it,my heart came shattered and broken into pieces.
I love kino fucking much,but i couldn't ever forgive him,bawat araw at gabi lagi kong iniisip if something wrong with me?is cheska better than me?,m-maybe.
Maganda si cheska,not like me ugly and also a freak. Napaka useless ko at alam ko iyon,yeah im rich and my parents favorites and have the best grades but it doesn't mean i live in a perfect life. When i was a kid some kid made fun of me and until now.
When i came into the hospital after my class i saw axle,sitting beside keziah. What was he doing here?
"U-uh hi!" I greeted "ginagawa mo dito?"
"Taking care of your friend"he smiled
"Kelly ang bait naman pala nang bagong boyfriend mo" kylie chuckled
Keziah was still not waking up,i really miss her though. Namiss kona yung mga araw na kailangan kong taasan ang pasensya ko para sakanya. Every lecture she gave and tips para lumandi.
Axle was good though,since we met he made laugh whenever im sad. Naaalala ko tuloy si,kino....
"Focus kelly,anoba!"bulong ko saaking sarili sa harap nang salamin
Kakalabas ko lang sa cr dahil nakakairita tong si axle panay sunod,parang buntot na nakawala. But still kino in my head.
Suddenly i broke into tears when i sat down on the floor when axle saw me.
"Bakit ba,i cant get over it pero parang angdali lang kalimutan ni kino lahat!" I cried
"You don't deserve him,i mean there's a 4 billion people in the world,you maybe find your true love in the future maybe not now kelly,love can waith though." Sabi nya na tinapik ang aking
balikat "even him dont deserve you,never"
"B-but,i still into him,hindi ko kayang k alimutan si kian" i cried as i held my breathe "how could i forget him!?"
"Learn to love yourself and accepted it" he sighed heavily "malay mo pag gising one day you realize na wala kanang nararamdaman sa kanya"
Yeah maybe,alam kong napaka marupok ko kapag babalikan ko sya nang ganon ganon lang. Nakinig ako kay axle giving me opinions about relationships and yourself.
"Siguro na experience mo na yan ano?" I ask him wiping my tears
"Fling." He laugh "I hadn't have serious realationship before till now"
"Maghanap kana,you deserve someone too" i smiled
" I already did find her " he said in a lower voice
Im happy for him,really much i mean his the most handsome and good person i've ever met.
"Yun naman papa eh,then go ask her out. Im sure that girl was so lucky to have you in her life because your the best person in the world" i said smiling and looking at axle gorgeous hazel eyes
"Di pasya handa,bubuuhin ko muna sya"he smiled.
Nangiti nalamang aki at pumasok ulit sa hospital,24 hours ang bantay ko ngayon kay keziah dahil may mga lakad sila kylie ngayon.
Nakatulog nako sa pagod, when in the middle of nowhere i just woke up in the middle of the night. Nakita kong mga ngiti ni axle saaking harapan habang inaayos nya ang aking buhok.
"Oh im sorry,did i wake you up?" Nag aalalang tanong nya
"No you didn't" i smiled back
He sigh in relief and fallin asleep,siguro ngay nakakapagod mag bantay sa hospital 24 hours no!
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RomanceIn a family of Doctors and Architects, Kino wanted to be a Pilot and a writer at the same time, he don't want to follow his parents' shoes. But then, she met Kelly. The crazy, wild, party-goer girl. She's studying medicine at UST. And that encounter...
