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Maaga akong nagising para pumasok na, anadami kopang gagawin ngayon. Parang gusto ko nalang hatiin ang sarili ko sa dalawa para magawa kona lahat.

Keziah was still asleep  so i didn't  bother her,baka napagod talaga sya nang sobra kaya hinayaan ko muna. January today so 11 pa ang pasok namin. Alangka mag aral kami nang new year right?

I headed to violet's  house para maka usap sya. Siguroy pagod din sya, lalo nat napaka bati nila ni keziah tas magiging ganto nalang.

"hi ash" i said to violet

"kelly, kamusta na si ke? "she ask

"lagi syang wala sa sarili" i said "mababa pa mga grades nya saka late syang nagpapasa ng kga plates nya noong nakaraan sabi saakin ng classmate nya" i added

"i felt sorry for her"she said

We talk and talk nang hindi na namin namamalayan na tanghali na. Naisipan naming puntahan muna si keziah sa apartment  namin para kamustahin sya.

When violet and i entered,we saw keziah cutting her palm with blades,the blood were flowning on the floor. Walang malay si keziah.

Dinala namin sya kaagad sa hospital para ma gamot kaagad sya. We panicked when we called the girls

[were coming]kylie said on the phone

Dumating sila kaagad on time, but we didnt know what to do. 3 oras pala ang lumilas nang mag bigti si keziah,i still hated nathan for what he did on my best friend.

"is she okay doc? "violet ask the doctor, her hands were shaking

"her condition  is not stable right now" doctor said "mabuti nalabg ay nadala nyo sya kaagad, they're  a lot of drugs that she take before cutiing her palm" she added

What?! So she means shes overdozed too? Fuck keziah what have shed  done.

I cried when i entered at keziah's room, she had an oxygen to support her and a lot of wire in her hands.

Pasukan na ulit saka kami bumalik na, i can't  focus on anything because of what happened  in keziah. Masakit sa dibdib na magpapakamatay sya dahil sa nathan na iyon.

Nakauwi aki sa bahay nang nakita kong nandoon si kino, laying on my bed waiting for me

"what are you d-doing here? "i ask

"are you okay?"he hugged me "nabalitaan ko about sa kaibigan mo, im here always love"he added

Hindi ko namamalayan na umiiyak na pala ako sa dibdib nya, j cried hard and punch his chest. Hindi ko na kaya ito napaka hirap na.

"bakit kaylangan patong mangyare" i cried

"don't worry im here,  i won't  leave you"he said

Di ako makatulog,late nako nagpapasa ng plates ko,and also my proof tells me na maaari akong bumalik this year.

Wala na akong oras sa lahat dahil naka focus lamang ako kay keziah if she's  good.

One day i opened  my phone when it vibrated i saw a unknown number send a pic with kino and her ex cheska kissing.

"kino" i slap him "whats this?,niloloko moko with your ex? "i cried

"what are you talking about? " he look confuse

"oh really? Whats this? " i showed him the pic

"l-love let me explai-"

"no need a explanation  kino!" i cried and threw him my stuff "nandidiri ako sayo!"

Nakita kong nga luha sa kanyang mga mata na tumutulo, but i fucking hate him i have a lot of problems  tas dumagdag pa sya sa pakikipag lampungan sa ex nya? Fuck!

"how could you do this to me! " i cried "am i not enough?"

"let ne explai-" he said.

"ano pa? Ano pang expanation ha?! Wala na kino nagawa mona! " i cried "i thought your different on everyone  but no! Your also one of them" i added

"anlaki nang prolema ko kino!, keziah is in the hospital my parents and also you?,fuck! "i said "fuck you kino"patuloy  na iyak ko

" i didn't  do anything kelly! " he cried

"really? You didn't!?,stop acting like your innocent kino! May ebidensya na oh dedeny mopa! " Sigaw ko habang sinasampal sa kanya ang mga pictures

"cheska kissed me" he cried

"nagpahalik ka naman? "i threw him my pillow "napaka gago mo! " i shouted

He came closer to me and hugged me tight. I punch his chest really hard and cried a lot

"kino ano nagawa ko? " i cried "am i not enough?,i gave you everything  in me!" i added "bat mo nagawa saakin to"

I could  feel his tears flowing in my eyes,bat nya nagawa saakin to!,dumadagdag sya sa mga problema ko a lot!,

Diko pinapansin si kino for the past few days, he keep following  me everywhere  i went just he could talk to me.

One day kino walk up to me while im with axle. Nag meet kami eh need ko rin nang makaka usap

"please another chance" he begged

"ayoko na kino" i said

"pero ako gusto ko pa" he cried

I grab axle's hand and hold him tight

" im with someone else na,please leave me alone" i said

he got up and tap axle's shoulder.

"you've  been through a lot kelly, remember  im always here  to supported and cheer you up, mag ingat ka palagi" he said giving me a tight  hug

I cried when he leave me for good. Alam king masakit pero mas masakit na niloko nyako, kinuha nyang opportunity  na magloko nong mga panahong down na down ako, wala akong magawa para mapigilan sya.

"cheer up kelly" violet said

Umiyak ako nang umiyak sa balikat ni violet,bow two people  are leaving me first si keziah na agaw buhay ngayon, now kino who's  been cheating on me in his ex.

Ilang problema paba ang dapat kong kargahin! Pagod nako sa lahat. My mom got sick dahil narin sa problema, my best friend  cut her life, kino has been cheating!. Ano pa baka may maidadagdag pa kayo,im here waiting kung ano pa,sa school  my grades are getting  low and low. Maari akong makabalik this year.

Kaya i studied hard fucos on it,keziah and not myself. Mawawala din ito kelly kaya moto ikaw pa.

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