Among the Fluffiest Clouds

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7:30 PM

Saw your tweet
What happened?

7:46 PM

Alphie?
Tulog ka ba?
Text back if you can na pls

12:18 AM

Ang tagal ng inidlip ko 🤧

Hay sabi na tulog lang e
I have a feeling na something happened
Are you okaaay

Cams :(
I... don't know

Ano nangyari

🥺
Sabi ko happy crush lang pero
bakit super nakakahurt :(

🙁
Maybe...
Cause you thought it was only a happy crush pero hindi na pala? It has become something deeper than that
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Sean and I had a talk

About?

Doc Hade
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He told me Hade's already seeing someone
And it's his cousin
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Ex niya raw yun for four years
Tapos
For some reason, sabi niya, they're like... probably getting back to each other na haha

What
The
Heck
Seryoso ba yan?

He was serious while telling me about it
He said he's concern for me kaya niya sinabi
He could be telling the truth
I don't know
The moment I knew about it, parang...  nawalan
na lang ako ng energy

And he could be lying too
Pero
Bakit niya naman yun gagawin
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Wait
Lemme do the job
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What are you gonna do?

Channeling my inner detective
Diyan ka na lang
Gonna get some infos

Cams 😭 no need na naman pero huhu
Sige
But what are you trying to find out 😣

If sila nga nung ex niya?
And if mag-ex nga sila to begin with?

Hala oki
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Ang tagal naman niyan huhu

12:26 AM

Oh shoot alfreja

Hala anu
😣

Sean's telling the truth...
What the heeeeck
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I had a relative na naging kaklase si Doc Hade during med school
Close ko tong relative ko na to so I know what I'm doing
She told me, may ex nga si Doc Hade
Karylle daw yung name
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And na-find out ko rin
Na lawyer yung Karylle
They're following each other's IGs...
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Stop na cams
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Sorry :(
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12:35 AM

Alam mo...
I kinda hoped that Doc Hade could eventually like me
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Like yung, magkaron talaga ng feelings hahaha
Medyo umasa yata ako?

Alphs
That's okay

I don't know
Akala ko kasi dahil napapatawa ko siya...
And yung pagiging comfy namin with each other
Yung pag-aya niya sakin magcoffee shop tapos tutulungan niya ako sa readings ko
Yung pagcocompliment niya sakin
Pati yung pagfollow niya sakin sa IG whahaha 🥹

Plus those times when he was so concern
And protective
Remember yung halos pumalya ako sa practicum report ko but then he helped me. He then treated me in a fancy restau. He gave me his half-empty perfume bottle
Those times when he calls me angel tapos kunwari hindi ko narinig tapos biglang uulitin niya pero "alfreja" na

Yung pagpa-pat niya sa head ko
Those random FaceTimes haha
That record of him playing guitar na sinend niya sakin
Yung pagsabi niya sakin na gusto niya yung amoy ng pabango ko. But he likes it the same when he smells his perfume on me

Yung pagpapa-stay niya sa amin nina Kuya sa
condo niya that rainy night
Yung nagpiggyback ko sa kaniya para
lang di ako mabasa ng ulan
Yung palitan namin ng schedule
Tapos minsan nahuhuli ko siyang tumitingin sakin...
Tapos nagulat nga ako kahapon may bunch ng hair ties sa bag niya. He explained na kasi napapansin niya raw lagi kong nakakalimutan magdala 😅 Tapos lagi ko rin gustong itali yung hair ko. Which is very true
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Akala ko kasi may meaning lahat yun e ☹️
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Alphie...

I thought it could be you know
Like baby steps
Para magustuhan din ako 😁
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I know I always tell everyone na hindi ako nageexpect na mareciprocate yung feelings ko
And I mean it
Because I couldn't really see Doc Hade liking me
He's too much for me. And I couldn't even see myself as his type

But, Cams, I can't help it
It feels so good to love, like that cloud nine feeling 🥹
Hade made it feel freeing to love

So I can't help but to assume
Na maybe I can receive the same love?
I want to be loved too 🥺

You are to be loved
Promise yan

It hurts more kasi I have no say naman. Ni hindi naman kami friends haha
Kung may someone na siya, I should be happy
This is what I signed up for 🥲 over fucking printed name
Mabait lang pala talaga siya sakin hehe
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Naiinis din ako sa self ko
Sabi ko I should stop talking to him anymore pero everytime na iniisip ko yun... there are tears

Hay
But that's what you should do?

I know
That's what I'm gonna do

My Queen

1:03 AM

Alphie hindi ka pa pala nakain ng dinner
Bumaba ka na
I know you're still awake

Kakauwi niyo lang po ma?

Kani-kanina pa
Baba ka na. Join me

Oki wait lang

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I had to jade roll my eyes because they were puffy D:

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Nakakainis ka naman doc hade. There are unread messages from you pero di ko yan ioopen 🥲 Paano ako magmomove on :<

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Kulang naman yung binigay mong facts
about you sakin hmp :(

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11. May naging ka-in a relationship for 4 years :)

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anong laban ko dun... 🥲