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tw: miscarriage, mention of depression

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11:29 AM

Aleiah:
Alphie was suffering from
severe perinatal depression

Altheron:
Oh god

Aleiah:
She was in a high-risk of pregnancy
because the fetus was weak
She was stressed and her body couldn't take it
Unfortunately, it resulted to a complication
Her body gave up and so was the fetus

Aldrine:
Aleiah
Alam na ba ni Alphie?

Aleiah:
Not yet
She's still sleeping
And... I am terrified to break it to her

Altheron:
How about Hade?

Aleiah:
He knew already
Pagkatapos kong ipaalam sa kaniya, hindi na siya makausap nang maayos
He spaces out a lot. I know this is very difficult
Even for me.

Altheron:
For all of us...

Aleiah:
He wouldn't leave Alphie. He
wouldn't let go of Alphie's hand
I told him I still had a few important things to say to him, but he requested a few moments of silence which I understand

Altheron:
Important things like what ate?
Puwede bang malaman namin?

Aleiah:
Alphie might suffer from depression after miscarriage

Altheron:
No...

Aleiah:
She may experience severe episodes
May cry a lot
Throw a fit
She may self-isolate
I'm so fucking scared

Aldrine:
Shit

Aleiah:
Mama cried
You won't believe this but I actually shed a tear
I even had a few moments where I blamed myself.

Altheron:
Ate

Aleiah:
I was thought to be excellent in
this field but I failed my family
Can you believe that?
Tangina

Aldrine:
Aleiah hindi ganiyan

Aleiah:
I can't afford seeing Alphie weak and hurt

Altheron:
She's the strongest
I believe in Alphie. She'll get through this

12:13 PM

Aleiah:
Nagising na si Alphie

Aldrine:
Okay shit
What happened?
Alam na niya?

Aleiah:
Yes

Altheron:
How's she?

Aleiah:
It was so painful to hear her cries
She won't believe us nung sinabi kong nakunan siya

Aldrine:
Alphie...

Aleiah:
Hindi siya makalma
Kahit si Hade hindi siya makalma
It was excruciating to see her sobbing uncontrollably.
At that moment, I hated myself for being a doctor

Because the only way to control Alphie is to inject her with medication
And I actually did it
I hate it

Now she's asleep again
I have to leave the hospital
because I couldn't fucking breathe

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