Today I got a lock on this thing so now I can write my mind.
Yesterday I told Deku something that I don't think I should have said really. I told him to take a swan dive off the roof.
Yesterday a green slime villain thing killed my friend, but it could have easily been me. Now I feel bad about saying that Deku should die. I wanted to kinda apologize but Deku wasn't here today, I think I did something bad I feel like shit.
My friend died and now Deku could easily be dead.
I heard old hag on the phone with Auntie Midoryia. I heard my mom say that she would come tomorrow to help Auntie with something. I think Deku didn't come home tonight and it's all my fucking fault.
I just finished my homework I just hope Deku is there tomorrow, I unblocked him and text him. He left me on read somehow, I showed my mom and she immediately called back Auntie that Deku was seeing messages.
When Auntie came my mom started talking to her, she had tears in her eyes saying that her Izuku doesn't just run away.
Then I told her what I said, my mom hit me really hard and told me to apologize to Auntie and I did. She sent me up to my room and now I've been up here trying to go to sleep but I can't when I hear Auntie Midoryia sobbing in the other room at what I said to Deku. I fucked up so bad.
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Dear Diary
Fanfic(A LOT OF CURSING AND VERY SERIOUS TOPICS ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH) Not bakudeku he just talks about him a lot because Deku has been in Bakugou's life for a VERY long time and still is. Not Bakugou x Uraraka they're just close best friends in this story...
