I laid in bed. I tossed and turned. Chris was downstairs with his family. I sighed and got up. I put my hair into a bun and went downstairs. Chris noticed me and sat down next to me.
"You alright?" He asked.
"Yes. Not tired." I said.
I smiled again. Chris kissed my cheek.
"How do you feel?" He said.
"I'm okay." I said. "Home?"
"Yeah, let's go." He said.
He carried me to the car and we drove home. When we got home, Chris carried me to my bed. He changed and sat on our king sized bed.
I turned over and he pulled me in, making me a little spoon.
"I love you so much y/n." He said.
"I love you too Chris. So much." I said.
He smiled and kissed my head as I drifted to sleep.
I woke up to a sick feeling in my stomach. I ran to the bathroom and threw up, badly.
I started crying as I kept throwing up. I was balling after 3 minutes. I just kept throwing up.
Where the hell was Chris.
When I was finished, I called Chris, hyperventilating.
"Chris.. come home." I cried.
"Baby what's wrong?" He asked.
"I keep throwing up.. Chris I-I can't breathe!" I cried.
"I'm on my way." He said.
I hung up and started shaking. No, no it was happening again.
I tried to calm down before fainting but I couldn't. I tried to hard until Chris came home.
The door slammed open and Chris ran to me. I was balling and Chris held me close. I tried to focus on my breathing.
When my breathing was back to normal, I wiped my tears and hugged Chris.
"I'm so sorry." I said.
"It's okay, your okay." He said.
He kissed me and brought me to my bed. I laid with Chris the entire day.
I woke up to Chris keeping me secured in his arms. I laid in his embrace as he gave me kisses once and a while. I sat there, just sat.
"Chris?" I asked.
"Yes sweetheart?" He said, moving hair out of my face.
"I'm so sorry." I said. "I ruined everything."
"No baby, you didn't." He said.
"Yes I did.." I said, tearing up.
"No baby, you didn't. You didn't ruin anything." Chris said. "This is not your fault."
Chris held me close. This was going to be hard for the both of us.
"How.. do you still love me when I'm like this?" I said.
"Baby, nothing is going to change the reasons I love you. I love you so much. With anxiety and without. I love you inside and out." Chris said. "It breaks my heart to see you cry baby."
I nodded and eventually cried myself to sleep.
I woke up, it was beach day! Chris was bringing us to the beach!
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The Day We Met - Chris Evans
FanfictionYou are new to Boston and moved there because of your dads work. Which means you had to go to a new school. You made friends with a girl named Taylor. She told you that there was a boy you were gonna like, but you shrugged it off knowing you had nev...
