There was a pause, a moment of dead silence, as I just stared at the girl in front of me. And then...
"BITCH! YOU FUCKING SELFISH BITCH!" I screamed at her. I didn't know what came over me. Just all that anger...all that fear came rolling off of me, I guess.
"Rey, calm down." She said softly.
"CALM DOWN!!!! Did you just say CALM DOWN!! HOW THE HELL CAN I CALM DOWN WHEN THE BITCH THATS IN FRONT OF ME IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUCKING DEAD!!!! I clenched my fist. I resisted the urge to slap her.
"Yes, that's what I'm asking and then we can have a normal conversation."
"Normal huh, you wanna talk about normal? Then stop messing with me. Leave me alone. I can't keep living like this. Why is this happening." I clutched my fingers in my hair, shaking my head. This is all crazy and so insane.
"Well, your acting irrational. You brought this on yourself." She rolled he eyes at me.
"Brought this on myself? Are you kidding me!" I lost my patience, walked up to her and brought my arm back and swung to slap her. She moved so fast that I didn't even realize she was holding my arm.
"Don't try something like that again." She said darkly.
"You think I brought this on myself.... when really none of this would've fucking happened if you actually fought for your life against him," I said disgustingly, "HOW COULD YOU CORA. HOW COULD YOU!" I started to feel my eyes burn with tears.
"Rey..." She had a saddened look on her face.
"No no NO. Don't even start! You left me! I DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DESERVE THIS! AND YOU JUST LEFT BEING THE SELFISH BITCH YOU ARE!" I started to tremble. I was angry. Very very angry.
"Stop" she said
"NO! DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH!?"
"I SAID SHUT UP!!" She screamed back at me.
"ABSOLUTELY NOT! ITS NOT FAIR CORA! NOT AT ALL! I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR GODS' SAKE FOR NO DAMN REASON! I SAW MY BROTHER WHOES SUPPOSED TO BE FREAKIN DEAD! AND THEN YOU!"
"JUST SHUT UP AND LISTEN TO ME ASSHOLE! JUST LISTEN TO YOURSELF! YOU SAY IM THE SELFISH ONE AND YET YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I HAD TO GO THROUGH! IF ANYTHING, YOUR THE DAMN SELFISH ONE! SAYING THAT YOUR HURT AND BETRAYED AND SHIT! WELL DID IT EVER LIKE EVER CROSS YOUR MIND TO WHAT HAPPENED! HOW I FREAKIN FELT?!!!!" She suddenly was so close to my face screaming and spitting that it just set me of more.
"YOU THINK I HAVE A CLUE! I DONT YOUR RIGHT! WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON THROUGH YOUR HEAD WHEN KIE FUCKING OVERPOWERED YOU, YOU MY FRIEND WHO'S A FUCKING BLACK BELT AND TAUGHT ME HOW TO FUCKING FIGHT!!!??? DO TELL IF YOU HAVE A RESONABLE EXPLANATION!!!"
"I DONT BELONG!! IVE TOLD YOU THAT! IVE ALWAYS TOLD YOU THAT! SURE, YOU'D FIGHT OFF THE BULLIES, AND THE BITCHES AND SHIT! BUT THATS ALL YOU DID! HALF THE TIME YOU WERENT THERE TO EXPERIENCE WHAT HAPPENED! YOU MAY HAVE THOUGHT WE WERE 'CLOSE' BUT THINK AGAIN! YOU ALWAYS SAID TO ME 'I CAN'T EVER GET TO CLOSE TO ANYONE BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO GET HURT! YOU CAN'T LOVE BECAUSE THATS A SIGN OF WEAKNESS! AND THAT YOU MAY SAY IT BUT YOU DONT REALLY MEAN IT! I REMEMBERED THOSE WORDS FROM THE VERY FIRST DAY WE MET! SO DONT GO CRYING BECAUSE I GOT MY SELF KILLED. BUT THATS NOT EVEN THE STORY YOU FUCKING IDIOT. IT ASNT UP ME IF I LIVED OR DIE WHEN YOUR IN THE PRESENCE OF A SERAPHIM. MAYBE IF YOU WERE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND ALL THESE LESSONS OF BECOMING ONE YOU GET WHY SHIT WAS HAPPENING BUT NOOOOO BECAUSE IN REALITY YOU DONT CARE! She said this at the top of her lungs I even stopped over talking her because she had a valid point, I was just in shock.
My ears were ringing, from all that screaming. And by now I was a complete mess. Tears were streaming down my face; I was sobbing so hard that I took a minute to calm myself down.
"That's what yo-you think? After all we've been through...you think I don't CARE ... If it hasn't been clear to you, you were the person that changed my life, that made it better.... I thought you were family.... maybe I was wrong because I care about my family you and Luca. ALL this shit that's happening is life altering Cora how would you fucking expect me to take this?" I got the last part out in a whisper. Turned around and left.
When I got out of the house I just ran and ran and ran. I didn't care where I was going unless it was somewhere far from here.
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Shattered Soul
Teen FictionBetrayal, love, hope and peace. The four virtues that Rheya has been forced to see eye to eye with. In this epic novel she is put to the test, by those she loves and those she doesn't. Will she make the right choices? Rest of details are in the book.
